i am so sorry that i haven't been on in so long. i really am trying to be better, but a lot of crap has been going on lately. my aunt died, and another aunt had a stroke. i've been stressed in general because of school. even though it's homeschool it's still really hard and stressful and just overall grr. and on top of all that, i've been taking drivers ed, which was terrifying for me. i'm now finished with the classes and am starting my in car driving on friday. wish me luck please. i've been practicing though and i'm getting good.
because of stress and crap, i have started a God box. i write down what i'm worried about and put it in one of my fairy boxes. once it goes in the box, it is no longer my problem. it's God's. and it's really helping me not worry so much.
i'm sorta back in church now, cuz i was still kind of in a slump there for a while. i'm not going to youth group but i am going to services.
anyway. things are getting better and i'm really trying to come on more often. i've missed you guys! and i feel like i've been a bad friend, not checking up on everyone. so i'm sorry. love you all!