Death Note made me sad. At one point I had to remind myself to breathe lol. That can't be healthy. I made an L wallpaper, but it's on my laptop so I can't submit it to theO. Darn!
there's baby foxes living in our yard! :D we saw the adults during winter and the other day we saw the babies. they are so adorable! i hope my neighbor doesn't see them, she'll call to have them relocated.
i feel giddy and sleepy at the same time. it's weird.
i told my mom yesterday that i need to be in therapy and she said she'll look into it. and because i don't believe her, i did some research of my own. i found a very good therapist who deals specifically with people who are Christians, and she's very close to us. and i took an online test that wasn't entirely accurate... I do not have borderline personality disorder, and i have never had a manic episode. that would be my step-cousin's mom who refuses to take her meds. other than that though it was pretty much on the money. i showed it to my mom and she didn't really say anything other than "what did you say to make it think you have borderline personality disorder?" lol.
i drew a picture the other day! but i think it sucks. i was telling b-chan about it and she said it sounded good and i told her that it sucks, and she told me not to lie lol. it really does suck though, i need to do it over. i've been meaning to draw a picture of L too, so i might do that today... *rambling*

Today's Random Thought: Crap happens. Mostly to me, so don't worry.