This is my world for all the wildness in my head. I'll post my fan fictions, poems, and fun images.
Fan Fiction can also be found here on ff.net.
I've finally found a theme song for me. It's perfect and magical.
"Don't be afraid of the space between your dreams and reality." -Belva Davis
Lately a couple of my friends and I have been discussing how quality in the O's wallpapers has been decreasing. It's not just because the masterminds and leaders are busy. There has been a big rise of people capturing a sceenshot, maybe changing the color, and calling it a wallpaper. Or people slap text on it. Sometimes it just comes out really sloppy.
Not long ago, there were many high-quality wallpapers every day. Now, it seems like we are lucky to get a few days like that in a month. It doesn't take me at least an hour to browse the wallpaper section anymore because I am taking in all the cool pieces and collecting some for my large collection. I have a LOT of favorites, but I don't have as many from recent months. That is sad.
I know that we all start creating art at different levels and I am NOT criticizing using screeshots. I started with them and STILL love using them. Not everyone can vector well and scans can be limiting. However, many of the artists seem content to stay on that level of wallpapers. Or they just upgrade to a few textures slapped on top. Keep trying to improve yourselves, fellow members of the O!
Be creative and keep watching your peers for ideas. You may not be able to pull them off yet, but you can play around and learn new things, heck, even surprise your peers that you could do a new trick. Discoveries like that are fun, guys. Go at it!
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Now, I want to feature two wallpapers from my favorites that showed that improvement in my opinion, almost right after each other too. Both of these wallpapers stick out in their wallpaper collections and shocked me. Clean, high-quality and perfect for the mood they wanted to capture. We may be getting out of this rut already.
Great work you two!
Image because I am getting hooked on Fairy Tale 
This is just a quick update on my life and why I haven't updated my fan fictions.
Life is hectic, but I manage. I miss setting aside time for my creative endeavors every day, but it isn't as bad most of the time as it started out to be. I know some will disagree there, and I am still looking for ways to get out.
Last night was a mix of frustration and fun. Mom and I argued, mostly because I was tired but she wanted a certain part done her way anyways. However, unlike most of the time we have been fighting recently, we got over that bump. We even had fun watching Say Yes to the Dress till three. I am sooo jealous of my dad and siblings in Costa Rica right now. They got to ride in a hot air balloon! LUCKY!!!
When mom leaves for her vacation, I will be doing a lot of reading and writing, I hope.
Kurama's Heart will soon be updated with the second chapter where we see more of the past and how it begins to affect Kurama in his human life.
Another Face of Fate is being tricky. I have changed some aspects of the story, which leaves a lot more in fog. However, I think the second chapter remains unchanged. We shall see.
To Kira and Dya: I will have the first chapter of the Earl and Fairy Fan Fiction out either before Kurama or right after and then Gin's Story will be continued. I need to put that up on this site...
Those that know me know these last months are continuous rollercoasters. Well, I am sick of them!!! I am tired of finding a high or becoming completely happy only to have it squashed and split apart by others, mainly one party. I want to find me again, the girl who could take a lot of crap and still stand tall and do what she needs to do. I want the insatiably positive and creative person back. However, that girl is slipping. I will make this quick since I promised a friend to go rest, but I need some inspiration.
Take it any way you like, but right now, I just need some love. And guys, please don't worry about this post too much. I am okay just not great.
