Hey hey,
I've been feeling quite rather out of sorts these past few days/weeks/months. I don't know what it is exactly, but I do have my ideas. I just feel like I've been too bored/haven't had enough to keep my mind busy, and as such, I've been overthinking myself, and various other life things. Gah it's frustrating. Like, I can think of several instances in the past while where I've said things and then immediately been like, "Why did I say that? That's not at all like me."
So basically, if I've said anything that seemed odd, mean, or out of character, I apologize. I'm just not feeling that great. It's been a hard time these past few months of co-op. I just feel like I'm stagnating and it's pretty much the worst feeling ever.
So anyways, just thought I'd mention.
Also, once I finally get back to Uni, I really would not at all be surprised if I take a break from this place. I'm just starting to resent it for some reason, and maybe it's just because of the situation I'm in, but I feel like I'm taking it all out on you guys, and it's making me feel terrible. I would stop now, but I need the chat room too much. It's what gets me through the days at work, no joke.
So if I have, or do say anything in the next month, I deeply apologize for it. I'm just really going through one of the toughest times in my life right now (and it's very difficult to explain why it is such exactly) and I am not handling it particularly well.
Feeling good to write it out, but hoping that will not end up regretting telling anyone,
- Kastom
