Or, "Kat is jealous but won't admit it".
Or even, "No, I really just don't get it".
So my roommate. I like her a lot, very much so in comparison to my disastrous previous year. She is nice, we talk, we have lolz, we bought a fish. I don't get to see her a whole lot due to how much I'm not in the room, but it's a pleasant experience otherwise.
She is also very cute, both in a "d'aw" way and a way that means the boys love her. She isn't obnoxious about it; in fact, she doesn't even talk about that stuff. She doesn't bother me in that regard. The stereotypical pretty girl she is not. Let me get that clear.
We both have our crushes on guys who we can't have for one reason or another (her case, he has a girlfriend, my case, well, my life is screwed up as it is), and we've both had boyfriends (her three to my...one), so it's not like girl talk is foreign.
There is one thing, though. And that is the fact that she has several guys showing interest in her.
And she knows it. And grieves about it.
And all I can say is "uh-huh".
Because this is the part I don't understand. I don't know what it's like to have guys after you like they are her. When she comes in and goes "Ugh, I hate boys" and complains about being hit on, or stood up on (kinda sorta) date, or complains about how everyone but her crush is liking her, it's...irritating. How am I supposed to respond to that stuff? What the hell am I supposed to say? I've got nothing, and I can't relate in the slightest.
So maybe I am jealous, even though I've freely acknowledged I have absolutely no time for a boyfriend right now. It is a bit annoying to constantly have to hear about it (constantly being once a day, at night, when I'm usually doing homework or just not paying attention), but there's nothing I can really do because I'd rather not sound like a jerkass and tell her that I really don't care.
In other news, my Illustration assignment made it to the front page of theO, which is a first for me when it comes to art. Daaang. FINE WORLD, JUST SCREW ME OVER WITH SHOUTAS AND FANART.
