I'll be leaving early tomorrow for Youmacon, so I won't be around until Sunday night. Thought about taking my laptop, but decided against it 4 days =o^o= My mom's worried about me being so far on my own, give or take. Fortunately, I'm not driving there, since we're carpooling. But it'll be a nice trip either way X3 Huzzah~! Road trip~!
I will be taking some art supplies in case the mood strikes me to draw something =3 Takin my Artagain pad in case I feel like invertin it up XD (Artagain paper is black and thick) So, gonna get some rest tonight then off the Youmacon =3 Gonna go see Vic Mignogna and maybe pop in on the Potter Puppet Pals panel if I can X3 Definitely curious about the Panty & Stocking panel, but scary because it's an 18+ panel, so naughtiness will be abound XD lolz But if Brief's there, who cares? XD *is a Brief fan*
Hm... I'm prolly gonna hafta sleep on the floor since we're all crammin into a room together. But that's okay =P Well, that's all for this post =3 I'll try to get some pics X3 Ja ne~
Just thought I would post to say I'm feeling stable, now. Still blah, but better than I was before. Everything's moving rather slowly, so it's likely I'll miss some deadlines, perhaps. If I get put on the purge list, I won't argue, as I haven't been trying to keep up as much. The flavor's gone out of many things lately.
Also, I guess I may as well put it here, now... I'd meant to mention something earlier, but I kept forgetting. I'm no longer taking requests or art trades or anything of the sort. Indefinitely. So assume that, unless I say otherwise, that I won't be drawing anything for anyone. I'm a bit tired of the pressures of expectations. It's nice that people think my style is good, but it relies heavily on my mood and it crashes when pressured. I have many things that have piled up over the years because college came first. Now I've got other issues. So I'll do what few obligated art pieces I already said I'd do and after that, I draw only what I want, when I want. Sorry if it sounds harsh, but really, I'm tired of not doing anything for myself, artistically. And even if that means giving up drawing altogether, well, it's my choice.
Man, drawing was so much easier in high school... I'd give many things to get that passion back... Ah, who am I kidding, I'm not giving a d*mn thing because I'm either too lazy or just don't feel like giving anything that has value to me. Unless I find the trade reasonable, but hey, where am I going to find that, huh?
You might notice I'm more cynical than usual... *laughs* Yeah, I guess so... *shrugs* I'm just very tired of many things. It's exhausting to care sometimes, y'know? Not saying humankind should turn it's back on everyone, but jeez, take some time for yourselves every so often or you'll snap like yours truly. But please... put in effot where it counts. The world has enough lazy morons, please don't be one of them. Or at the very least, try your best. You can't fault yourself if you do that. Even if others belittle you, so long as you know you're doing what you can, that should be enough. Don't waste your time wasting away like a certain feline. =o~o;= I'm talking to YOU Garfield! D=<
Anywho, randomness and inspirational speech aside, I'm outtie. Gonna grab some cup Ramen and watch Sailor Moon. Yeah, I said it, wanna fight about it? Anyhow, that's it for this post. And remember: Kyoto is the anagram lover's Tokyo.
I've been really, like I don't even know, down. Might be worse than when I was in college. At least I had goals to accomplish there. Or rather, deadlines to meet to keep me going. But I don't even...
I'm considering dropping out of PGR, but I'm not for certain, yet. I'm working on an entry for the Halloween contest, but I don't think I'll be able to do one for both my gijinka. Really, I'd like to have this house to myself for a whole week so I can curl up in a ball and sleep for a whole day. Although, I'd probably begin to starve, so I can't sleep for a whole day...
Tomorrow my friends kidnapping me to take me out and do random stuff. I don't know if it'll make me feel better, but I feel whatever good it does will just get sucked out of me as soon as I get back here... Home shouldn't be a place you don't enjoy being, it should be a place of comfort and rest...
Next weekend is Youmacon, so that'll be something. I'm helping to do a panel on Korean manga. First panel, assiting or otherwise, so hope I do ok.
I don't feel like doing the dishes tonight... I don't feel like doing anything. Please stop expecting things of me and let me become an unmoving, anthropomorphic being in peace... *curls into a ball*
I got tagged by JapaneseTeddyBear
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.
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1) What's your favorite color and WHY??!!? DUNDUNDUN.
Blue. That's what i usually say, but I don't know if I really have a favorite color anymore... I guess because it's the color of the sky and I'd like to be able to fly...
2) What do you like to draw the most? Why?
I usually enjoy drawing hot guys (because they're hot and sexy, why else?), but I don't really have much of a favorite thing right now
3) You found a bucket of paint, what do you do with it?
Save it for something constructive?
4) DUNUNUNU, PIKACHU, LIGHTENING BOLT! (Write your attack against mine >:D)
I use... RUBBER CAGE. Pikachu gets caught. It's super effective.
5) Are you supposed to be doing homework right now? xD
Dude, I graduated this year. Now I'm just a (temporary) bum...
6) Glue or Glue Stick?
Depends on what needs gluing.
7) Who's your favorite Vocaloid?
Hm... GakuKiyoLen. That guy's awesome.
9) Where'd question 8 go?
*looks below*
8) Found it! HELLO?
... *deadpan stare*
10) Tacos or Burritos?
If you're paying, why not both? I'll end up saving one for later, anyway.
11) Should you be sleeping by now or is it day time right now for you?
I go to sleep when I feel like it. It's not even midnight yet.
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TAGGED PEOPLE (If you don't want to do it, you don't have to)
animelover7310
Team Plasma N
Artgrrl
beloved blood
15385bic
vdr-07
Wakusei Aoshi
Bluesen12
clueless101
hanawa
kayuki
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NEW QUESTIONS~!
1. What are you currently trying to accomplish?
2. What's your favorite book (not manga)?
3. Grossest thing you've ever eaten? Or least favorite food.
4. Ever had any pets? If not, what kind would you want?
5. Do you believe in love at first sight? Why or why not?
6. Video games or outdoor activity?
7. If they discovered that Mars was inhabitable and made a town with all necessary resources, would you move there?
8. Milk Chocolate or Dark Chocolate? Tea or Coffee?
9. If you found out you significant other (bf or gf) "accidently" cheated on you, would you try to work things out or would you kick them to the curb, no questions asked?
10. A genie gives you three wishes... What are they? (And no wishing for more wishes)
11. Looking forward to 2012? (Don't worry, Kanye's already informed us that he interrupted the end of the world. We've got another several billion years of existence)
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Have fun with those!
I'm feeling a bit like I'm caught up in a giant series of giant waves right now. It's probably just because it's that time of the month, but I'm hanging by a thread with my sanity. Feeling a bit like this is the end of the line... I have no idea what I'm going to do as far a getting a job/money goes... And I'm really tired of taking care of my dad... I mean, I've given up on the idea that he'll improve. I mean, once your short term memory's damage, you're not getting it back. And I'm really frustrated that I'm probably causing more bad than good...
I'm just... really tired... of everything. I'm really tired of trying.
