It's simple at the moment. I'm trying to get some freelance jobs set up. One looks quite promising like I may get it. And several others can go either way. There's a good chance I might get one of them, but there's about 2 I'm really hoping for, since they're long term.
I'm on summer vacation (or rather, I have been for a month XD;;) and I'm trying to wind down. It's a bit hard to at first, since we get out earlier than K-12 schools, which means my mom, who works in an elementary school library, get off work a month later than we get out of school. And we have a tradition/habit of waking up before everyone leaves the house to pray for the day. It's a good habit to have, though I like to sleep in X3 It brings us closer together, though, so I think if I could get up early enough, I'd pass it down to my family =3 Being the only daughter, I think it's somewhat of my duty if I become a mother X3 I hope I'd have adorable children (they'll be mine, so I'll think they're adorable no matter what XD)
I'm entering some contests (though I've let a few slide by just cuz I didn't get into it orz), but what I should really try to get started on is my senior project... I keep saying, "I'll start brainstroming on it" and "I'll be working on it over the summer" but I still somewhat procrastinate. I worry a little bit about whether or not it'll be good enough. I have to present it in front of some higher up in the university, but a friend of mine did a children's book, so I think I should be fine as well. =) I think it's also bothering me because I'd planned to plan it out more so it'd be thorough, but I'm not used to planning out my work. Preplanning is an essential part of making things a success, but I find it also kinda puts out the flames of passion/inspiration I have for just drawing. I'm afraid if I took too long in planning, that I'd just loose interest and then I'd really be in trouble XD I worry too much, I know, I get it from my father. Ahaha But as I've been telling myself recently is that the best way to get something done and over with is to just do it. And it's been working for me, so far. I need to just forget about all that negative worry and just take things one step at a time. Like I've discovered about driving, one thing I relaly like about it is once you get out there, you can only keep moving forward (yes I know, the car has the option of reverse, but you get what I'm trying to say, right?). If you move too slowly, other people will pass you up, maybe, but you'll still get to your destination. Don't be surprised, though if all the parking spaces are taken, though XD
Well, surprisingly, I've ranted quite a bit. I shall end this update here. Until next time =3 Laterz~
