Just because I can.

I'm tired today. Yesterday my family went to church. My dad's memory still isn't straight and the main problem is he keeps forgetting his mother died and whenever we tell him, he always reacts badly then goes to sleep and by the time he wakes up, he's forgotten about it... he's never going to get any better until he can accept this and I don't think he ever will because he's stubborn and won't share his feelings and I don't know what the hell to do anymore... orz

Worrying about it tires me out... I'd rather not tell him a thing and wait for his mind and body to strengthen, but it didn't turn out that way when we agreed that's what we should do... because he had asked about it the next day. This ticks me off. Why the hell do I not know what the hell I should be doing?! *sighs in frustration* Sorry guys, I don't normally use swearwords, but when I'm really upset, they slip out... ;;orz

I have two things left to draw... One I should be able to do relatively quickly... in theory. The other I'll do after that one. For the time being, I'm going to get some rest... Ja ne.