Well, I finally saw what I got for my classes...
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Out of the four classes, three of them were A's. The last was.... an A-
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You thought I was being grave, didn't you? XD *is smacked 100 times* orz Nah, that's good news, but I don't feel it's truly hit me, yet. I mean, it feels unreal. And thinking about it... that means I still have to walk and grab my degree. =o_o;= *is nervous*
Also, I'm feeling kinda down, still. We had our grandfather's funeral/burial spanning Monday afternoon through Tuesday morning. Had to travel quite a distance to have him buried in Abraham Lincoln Memorial Cemetary, since he was a veteran. When it's grandma's time, she gets to be buried there with him. Mom was saying that maybe dad could be buried there if/when the time comes, since he was also a veteran. Which means mom can, too. But it's so far away. I had such difficulty focusing on where we were going even though I wasn't the one driving. Thank goodness my older brother was able to (since the close family members rode in the limo, which includes my mom), because I don't feel I have enough driving experience to handle it myself. In addition, after what happened Wednesday, I haven't really been able to feel like myself all that much. I mean, I don't feel the way I did the day after, but I feel as though something is missing, now.
And my dad keeps asking "What, your grandfather's dead?" and other things, because he can't retain new memories, which is highly frustrating.
And... I hope I can pull myself together in time for graduation commencement... Oh god, I'm graduating... "orz Because I'm going to see him there and right now I just feel like I wanna cry... but that's just pms, more or less, I think... I wanted to draw something today, but at the moment, maybe I'll just relax. I had a busy couple of days, so there's nothing wrong with laying back. I already vaccuumed, so I have not much else to worry about today... I guess I'll do whatever when I feel like it for now.
I'm so sorry, everyone. This should be a happy post and either way, I don't want to be bringing you guys down, but this is how I let these things out, I guess... I feel like I need a hug... =TT_TT= *runs away*