That's right~!~! I am now officially an alumni~ Had the Commencement ceremony yesterday evening at the plaza (which I'd never actually been inside before). I was nervous and stuff, but once I'd walked across the stage, it was fast. The wait was long, because my school type (technology) were the last ones to go. I had to see my guy friend and he acted the same as usual. Even offered to carry me up the stairs because I had on cork heels. I bluntly refused. I can walk on my own, and I don't feel comfortable being carried up stairs... I feel like I'll fall. I have issues about falling down stairs... =>_>;= Also, it just bugs me because that's just how he is... Like if he ever did something to you and you were to call him on it he'll say "Aw, it's okay..." WTH?! D=> Why say "it's okay" when you're the one who's done something?! What the heck kinda sense does that make? It's that kinda behavior, though, that makes it impossible to hate him. =>3>;= Stupid guy. I don't think he could ever have a single enemy. But if he does, I would not allow anyone to lay a hand on a single hair on him! DX< I guess that's just the kind of person I am... mothering sort of. Although I think I'd be a terrible actual mother... Fuu... I care too much, somtimes...

... What was I saying? Oh right, I graduated XD; I really went off on a tangent, there... Yeah, my family got me a card and a shiny new artfolio for interviews~ =3 And my aunt got me one of those cards where you go online and get the softward, hold it up to the webcam and it plays an animation! =D It's so awesome! (Do you know what we can do with that technology?! Well, I don't either atm, but I'm sure it has potential X3) Also, my mom and I had a standing agreement that I would not drink alcohol until after I graduated. So, last night she personally gave me a Sangria Mist (Sangria mixed with Sierra Mist). It tasted pretty good. I was out like a light this morning, tho... I had such a hard time getting up and my arms were like noodles. I managed to stay up for a while once I regained functions, but I went down for a nap and was snozzing again X3 Now I can say I have the ability to drink alcohol, though it's not something I need to do. I appreciate the fact that mom would oversee my first drink, because I had no idea what kind of reaction I would have and if it were a bad one, I wouldn't want to be out and about D=> So maybe every once in a while for celebrations, I could have a little somethin'. I'd like to try a strawberry daiquiri, tho~ (Kids, I don't condone underage drinking *wags finger* I'm 23, so I'm well over the legal age.)

I had on the prettiest dress yesterday. It might've been nice to hear someone say I was beautiful =;3;= But I know I looked nice. Also, I had on the gown for a good portion of the night XD It's tough being around someone you wish would acknowledge you in the way you would like, but you know never will... It sucks. And now I probably won't really be able to see him as often. Maybe at a few get-togethers. Until I manage to get that car, my range is still somewhat limited. I feel bad when people have to tote me around, I feel like such a burden. And I can't use my mom's car all the time. In the meantime, my brothers' truck isnt' being used and they encourage me to use it so it doesn't get stagnant, but once they get their licenses, then I'm probably back in the same situation. I would probably only use their truck to get back and forth to work, once I get a job.

In the meantime, I'm going to be working on finishing up my senior project for the contest. Man, I'm going to miss going to college. Not that I'll miss the homework, tho XD But we all have to move on sometime... *feels like she wants to cry* I'm out now... ja ne =;.;=