I really have to apologize... It just seems like every other post I put on here is me freakin' out or being depressed... =^^;= I can't say that I'm 100% but I'm not on the verge of hyperventilating anymore... =^_^;= I can't say I can pinpoint what exactly it is that's got me so shaken, but then again, maybe that's just it. Maybe it's just everything building up. Which makes me feel... something ='_';= I can't say I feel super inspired or anything, but I guess I'll go over to Borders and buy some manga before it's all gone (they're going out of business for good, it suck so bad...) and then head over to the new Michael's and Office Max and such and pick up some job applications. I kinda wanna work at Michael's, but I've heard they've got pretty bad conditions. However, it's a (relatively) new place, so it's possible they need more staff... maybe. Making a small amount of money is more than making no money at all. Plus, it adds to your experience and you can only go up from there, right? Also... I kinda wonder if they hav employee discounts, so i can get more art supplies... =(=//w//=;)= (Same goes for Office Max... I liek office supplies... XD I had a field day when they were selling containers of assorted erasers for a quarter each -limit 3- haha) But once I secure a job, I won't feel like such a leech anymore. Then maybe I can relax (aside from when I'm working, that is) for a bit... *exhales*

I'm so messed up for no reason at all and I hate it "orz