I'm feeling a bit like I'm caught up in a giant series of giant waves right now. It's probably just because it's that time of the month, but I'm hanging by a thread with my sanity. Feeling a bit like this is the end of the line... I have no idea what I'm going to do as far a getting a job/money goes... And I'm really tired of taking care of my dad... I mean, I've given up on the idea that he'll improve. I mean, once your short term memory's damage, you're not getting it back. And I'm really frustrated that I'm probably causing more bad than good...

I'm just... really tired... of everything. I'm really tired of trying.