Just thought I would post to say I'm feeling stable, now. Still blah, but better than I was before. Everything's moving rather slowly, so it's likely I'll miss some deadlines, perhaps. If I get put on the purge list, I won't argue, as I haven't been trying to keep up as much. The flavor's gone out of many things lately.

Also, I guess I may as well put it here, now... I'd meant to mention something earlier, but I kept forgetting. I'm no longer taking requests or art trades or anything of the sort. Indefinitely. So assume that, unless I say otherwise, that I won't be drawing anything for anyone. I'm a bit tired of the pressures of expectations. It's nice that people think my style is good, but it relies heavily on my mood and it crashes when pressured. I have many things that have piled up over the years because college came first. Now I've got other issues. So I'll do what few obligated art pieces I already said I'd do and after that, I draw only what I want, when I want. Sorry if it sounds harsh, but really, I'm tired of not doing anything for myself, artistically. And even if that means giving up drawing altogether, well, it's my choice.

Man, drawing was so much easier in high school... I'd give many things to get that passion back... Ah, who am I kidding, I'm not giving a d*mn thing because I'm either too lazy or just don't feel like giving anything that has value to me. Unless I find the trade reasonable, but hey, where am I going to find that, huh?

You might notice I'm more cynical than usual... *laughs* Yeah, I guess so... *shrugs* I'm just very tired of many things. It's exhausting to care sometimes, y'know? Not saying humankind should turn it's back on everyone, but jeez, take some time for yourselves every so often or you'll snap like yours truly. But please... put in effot where it counts. The world has enough lazy morons, please don't be one of them. Or at the very least, try your best. You can't fault yourself if you do that. Even if others belittle you, so long as you know you're doing what you can, that should be enough. Don't waste your time wasting away like a certain feline. =o~o;= I'm talking to YOU Garfield! D=<

Anywho, randomness and inspirational speech aside, I'm outtie. Gonna grab some cup Ramen and watch Sailor Moon. Yeah, I said it, wanna fight about it? Anyhow, that's it for this post. And remember: Kyoto is the anagram lover's Tokyo.