Hey guys... I realize that I haven't been doing much lately, and I'm sorry for that. There's been a lot of things that have been going on, lately. For one, my mom had gotten laid-off, so I'd been upset about that. Then there's this guy I've been seeing, but I'm not sure what it is that we are... It's weird because he's about 7 years older than I am... I can only hope it leads in a positive direction... I haven't been feeling quite up to standards lately and thus haven't been able to produce much of anything substantial. I should push myself, yet at the same time, I'd really rather just give up on everything.

I'm sorry everyone if I'm letting you down...