So I haven't been working as fast on the next background because it's getting closer to my great-grandmother's big birthday party so I've had to focus on making my dress for that and we have some house repairs coming up, so my mother's been asking us to do a lot of cleaning.

In the midst of all this and not being able to get as much done toward the game, I developed an ulcer. So I've been in pain with some bad heartburn. Was waiting for it to go away on its own, but it was steadily getting worse without any kind of relief. So I managed to buy some Comfort Gel. Which has helped the main issue a bit. It doesn't hurt as much, but the acid's still kicking my butt.

I've gotten so far behind my own personal schedule that my confidence is taking a blow and I'm still stressed about this game. I also feel like maybe it's not important to my mother as I don't feel she understands that every task she asks me to do makes it harder to progress... But what can I do? I live here and do practically nothing but exist, if even that. I worry that perhaps this effort is futile. However, I can't give up on it for that same reason. because it'll be like every other failure I've done. So I gotta get it done even if it takes longer than originally anticipated. I finally understand why game makers have to postpone their release dates... =w=;

Sorry for the bum-fest. Just thought I'd update stuff.