I Wonder....
Mon Nov 29, 2010, 10:10 PM
Mood: Tearful
Listening to: I wonder
Drinking: Soda
This song that I'm listening to right now kinda reminds me of what childhood I can remember. What sucks the most is all I can remember is the lies she told me. I can remember some of the joyful times... Not many though. All I can remember that was good was my fourth birthday and one day at my grandma's...but that day just turned into more and more lies.....
I wonder what it would have been like if she wasn't a meth-head... I mean because of that I these damn problems. She was doin what ever the hell she wanted to do when she was pregant with me so who knows what she was smoking or whatever. She stopped for my little siblings at least. I think that she started after my older sister then realized she was pregant...again.
I think it sucks but I guess it's for the best. I don't want to live with a woman who will smoke and get drunk off her ass in front of her kids. As in meth and shit.
Why the hell is she still alive? How?
This song made me cry... I haven't cried for so long. It feels kinda good...
[link] Heres the song.
~M~
