*bangs head against wall* Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

Well like the title says there is this guy...I like really like him, and he likes me. But. I'm too shy! >////< After two bad break ups, I really want for things to settle down, before anything. And I really hate this.

Today, we were playing Paint-Ball Dodge-Ball, and he stayed in the back and talked to me. I just kept hittin him (I'm so mean to him...), and laughin. He's so sweet, and he knows when to stop playin around. I love that. When I was like super sad, he was the only one who could make me laugh. And he just makes me sooo mad. Like yesterday, that'll be a secret, god he's so frustrating! But, like an idiot, I forgave him. This happened via text. *sigh* He's so distracting. I really need to do my homework but I can't help but debate weather or not I should text him...

~Coco