I've found that if I write about it, I'll feel better. So I will try to post more. It'll be helpful for me and my stress level. I'm still having my chest pains, and so I'm leaning towards anxiety causin' acid reflex. That kills me. Like it hurts like hell. I refuse to cry at school or in public and it has made me curl into a ball and cry, at school. It sucks. So, I'll talk to my grandma about it when I get home and see what there is to do. I mean, if its doing this I want to stop it. It's going to give me a freaking heart attack. I love band, but its not worth my health.

And, spending time with my dad and family is helping to. I hardly see my siblings so, during the summer I'll be spending a lot of time here. (Currently at my dad's) Hopefully it'll help calm me down and reduce my stress.

Also going to be doing some running and try to see if getting into shape will help me any.

Wish me luck,
Amber