WTF??

ok... i gotta get this off my chest....

My dad... has gotten...... a GIRLFRIEND!!!!
seriously... i know he and my mum have splet for almost a year now.... but common!!!

and knowing my dad... (and his family) i can just see him getting married to this chick... whoever she is (i'm meeting her on sunday) and i mean.... i personally can't see myself being a flowergirl at..... how old am i??

i mean..... jeez.... i know i SHOULD be happy for him but..... A GIRLFRIEND!!! seriously.... i just need to admit i DON'T LIKE IT already. I mean i'm ESTACTIC that my parents split... i'm sure their BOTH much happier... but i don't know.....

i guess i don't want a step mum... maybe that's it... or it's something else i can't pinpoint.... but i just feel in need of chocolate and ice cream (OHHH, so THATS where my new craving for comfort food came from)....

Why does my dad feel like he NEEDS someone in his life.... someone who he is going to move in with!!!! but OMG, if it's the chick i THINK it is..... I hate her already... and her kids (hasn't even meet the kids) GRRR, why must my dad and his family NEED to be with someone??? GOD, i hope i'm not like that!!!

can i survive without a boyfriend??? i god well hope-so!

so... aside from my dad... I'M GOING TO PAINTBALL NEXT WEEKEND!!!!
YAY. my mum rocks.... well my cousin does, lol. he's planning it, hehe... i can't wait to go... hopefully i won't get too bruised and battered, lol.

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