This month has been such a emotional drain so far, just so much drama and stress...
Right now I feel like just curling up with a pillow and crying, or just screaming out my emotions til I'm worn out.
But I can't do either right now so I'm stuck bundling it up inside with the rest of my stress. Yeah, I know that isn't healthy but I don't have much of a choice right now...
And my mum is sleeping in my room..AGAIN...for what I assume is the 4th time this week so I'm camping out on the floor til 6 in the morning. Then I have to get up and clean or there will be even MORE drama.
I think all the stress is the reason I sleep so much...does that make sense?
Seriously...IS A COUPLE OF NICE QUIET, NON-STRESSFUL DAYS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?!
I really don't want to have another emotional breakdown...I just...*sighs*
~Mei~