I was hoping I wouldn't have to waste the time of my subscribers with more of this drama but this must be said.
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-Dear Person who shall go unnamed-
I've been holding all my feelings in again because I can never seem to figure out how to express them.
You are drunk and quite unpleasant to deal with this week. Please go to bed and get some sleep instead of talking, muttering loudly about whatever and just being dramatic in general.
And no matter what you say or how much you complain, I will not be just like you so try to deal with it instead of always trying to use it to make me feel bad about it all.
I'm sorry things are not what you would like them to be and that certain people do not treat you the way you truly deserve to be treated. I care and worry for you always but you frustrate me so much sometimes with your actions and decisions.
Nothing I do or say seems to get through to you, and most of the time I can't even think of just what to say. Sometimes I don't want to say anything at all because I know you'll turn against me again because it's not what you want to hear. I can't help you if you keep shutting me down and hurl unkind words towards me like that.
I hope one day we no longer have to feel like this and can pass through each day without all this dread and stress.
-Sincerely, the weary one-
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