It's been awhile, hasn't it?
I remember this place, and I still love it with all my twisted heart. I miss it often...

It's been...oh, about three years since I posted anything here.
I mean, I've checked in now and again, but never posted or said anything.
I was just looking through some old posts looking for some old OC info and really realized how many posts I made talking about how tired/unhappy/stressed I was.

I've lived on my own for a 5-6 years now. Well, I have my cat, so I guess I'm not really on my own per say. My apartment may be small, but it's still nice and it's a place of my own.
I get to see my best friend, Ash, more often. We talk on the phone sometimes, play video games together when we have the time, dork around when we have the chance and sometimes we even go to the drive-in theater. Her parents and grandparents talk to me the same way they talk to her, and that just...makes me really happy, you know? It makes the fact that my own blood family barely acknowledges me seem so small.

My mother still has her...issues, but she now has someone that loves and supports her, even if she still makes poor choices. They haven't gotten married, but he's basically my stepdad and treats me like one of his kids.

Overall, a lot of things about me haven't changed much...anxiety, social awkwardness, etc. But, you know? It's still better then how things use to be, no doubt.

Everyone is so busy these days, so I'm not sure if anyone will see this or comment. But I'll still ask anyway, just in case.
How have you all been?