[17] Avoidance Post

Haha, yes, i shall avoid once more. Only because today has been an odd and slightly long day, even though I didn't get up til 3. Still tired too. I guess lack of sleep catches up. xD

Anyway, recently, my cousin lost his unborn child. They don't really know what happened and think the umbilical cord got wrapped around her neck and killed her...it was just a freak thing. She was due next month, so it's really sad. However they are both strong(cousin and fiance), they understand they couldn't do anything about it and are hanging in there very well. I went to visit her in the hospital tonight, and it's just tough...because I'm not really one to say "I'm sorry"....but really...what is there to say about it? I just wish everyone would stop talking about it and whatnot. There is nothing to be done about it, and bringing it up and trying to 'figure it out' is just hurting my cousin and his fiance`. Why the hell am I the only one with consideration about that? *shakes head*

Today was the super bowl...and I really could care less since I'm not a football person, but...remember the old days where they used to have really funny commercials? People used to look forward to them. I guess this year was lame, and so was the halftime show? Idk, I didn't watch. I just know my cousin's team won so he was running through the hospital all giddy like a 17 year old girl going to prom. xD He had to go outside to scream his excitement though since the hospital IS a Quiet Zone. *laughs*

Anyway, I'm off to sleep now, I really need to try and adjust my schedule. Arara...I say that all the time, but when will I succeed? xD

Take care everyone,
+-Kira-+

End