ALRIGHT! It’s only fair for me to finally enlighten all of you on my current life events, since I have more than neglected my resolution! *FAIL*
*Ahem*
What have I been up to? I hear this question a lot, and I never really know any way to answer it. Mainly because I don’t know any “short” answer. Most of the time, someone will ask that and just not really care what you have to say…it’s like the generic “How are you” that you always hear at stores nowadays. T-T I always end up answering and asking how they are in return…and they never answer me! D: Anyway, I’m happy that I do have friends here that care enough for my answers and responses, no matter how long or pointless or random =) So I’ll try to fill you in now, to the best of my ability.
First off, I have been trying to apply to this really awesome art school. I want to go so bad, I applied and everything, and am just waiting for a response. Thing is, I’m worried that even if I get accepted, I won’t be able to afford it. I’m hoping I can figure out some way to, at least. It really is a good opportunity. ^^’ I want to attend for web design, and graphic arts. *crosses fingers hoping she can scrape the money together* But yes, I am in that process currently. I have to finish up all the necessary financial aid and stuff.
Next, I got asked out by a pretty cute guy. I thought, hey, why not give him a shot. And so I did. Had a nice dinner. Except…I really didn’t feel anything for him that way. I mean, he’s a nice guy, he’s cute, funny and attractive, I just didn’t feel anything. .w. I don’t know if it’s still my leftover emotions from my last breakup, or if there’s just nothing there, but yeah. AND THEN, tonight, I tell him that, because I don’t believe in leading people on, and know what I get? I get…oh well we don’t have to make this into something serious. It can be casual, bla bla, aka: Friend with Benefits. I was freakin ticked. With how high my honor code is, that’s just freakin appalling. I don’t even wanna tell you guys what he said he thought of me either, let’s just say Mister “Nice” is actually Mister “Crude Ionlythinkwiththatonepartofmybody Dude”. *sighs heavily* I swear. Why do I always get the winners? =w=’’’
Um…what else..? I drew a pic that came out pretty awesome, I wanna try and work on a fanart for Gin to celebrate our Anny =w= b I don’t know though, I’m still wondering if I should try something safe and make him an epic wall instead. What do you guys think? Wall or fanart? I can’t believe it’s almost been an entire year with him. .w.! It’s exciting. ROFL Ohhh and Easter is my bday this year. That hasn’t happened for the longest time. In fact, I’m trying to recall if it’s ever fell on my bday before. O_o I hope it doesn’t suck lol I still don’t know what to do for it. I mean, it’s not like things will be open really, so going out is probably a no. Maybe I’ll coax the family into a BBQ. Something simple.
Alsoooo, same day as my Anniversary with Gin, it’s my anniversary here at theO. Year numbah 3 I believe. Woot! April is such a big month for me. <3 Let’s just hope there will be more good than bad to it.
And yes, I have completely lost my train of thought on this post because I sorta got a little bummed now. I’m going to work on a little crack world idea I came up with. Hopefully you’ll enjoy it. I got the thought from Blood’s new world, only it’s a little more wacky. *grins*
Anyway, take care everyone. ^^ Just keep poking me to be more active, yes? xD
Much love <333
+-Kira-+
