Welcome to Kiyomi's World!! This is just a world where I can post random things happening in my life. Or just want to talk about stuff. (RANDOM stuff!) well that's about it. I hope you guys like it here.!
Thank You!
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXxX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX
i know i know i havent been posting for a long time.. and its bc i dont have a computer ;u; :< blehh which totally sucks. and for some odd reason i am unable to log into my account on my psp which sucks even more. so im just going to randomly talk about a lot of things that have been going on.
ITS SO COLD HEREEEEE Since when does it get cold in FL and hunny if you are reading this i think you are crazy for thinking that the weather feels nice. Its like 30 degrees! lol im like bundling up like its noones bussiness. im wearing like 2 jackets and like a hat and like a scarf lol and i keep getting sick on and off which really sucks :< im not used to this weather i swear! my friend wears like 3 shirts and like 3 pairs of socks which made me laugh. XP im like well i need to layer up like you do. but then by the afternoon its hot as hell god we have bi-ass weather here! and i think everyone that lives here would agree
so ive been playing a lot of awesome crud on my psp :P like crisis core !! ahhh love the game loveee zack can it get anybetter? im playing through the game a 3rd time so i can try to beat all the missions and do all the extras. ive been playing dissidia as well which is uber awesome! ^^
HAVE YOU GUYS HEARD ABOUT DISSIDIA 2? best crud ever because lightning is in it! i love lightning.. loveeeeeee her -glomps- :DDDDDDDDDDDDD my friend he spoils me to death and he buys me like all the awesome ff and kh merchandise :D and like hes gunna buy me dissidia 2 duodecim when it comes on in japan which is awesome!!! im just waiting for the game to come out.
I have a fanfic on fanfiction.net and like idk because noone-- well idk if people are reading it bc i have 0 reviews :< and its not encouraging me at all the continue writing..its really a let down.. :< so if you guys wanna read it here it is
BTW IM also doing commisions if anyone wants to... if you do contact me. :P through here because then i need to tell my manager about it. (lmfao) yes i have a manager :P
also!!!!!! i drew a lot of awesome pictures that i cant wait to show you guys. but anyways okay so i think this is interesting. yesterday something happened which resulted in my teacher making me cry. (im overly sensitive dont ask) and like my teacher felt really horrible for doing that... she apologized to me like a million times D: and like last year she was my same english teacher ( i had her two years in a row) and like we had to read a book called the christopher killer. (idk if you guys know it) and like i really like the books so i read them all and like my teacher was really impressed so she promised me that she was going to get the author to sign all the books last year and give them to me. but like i never got them. and i guess yesterday when i started crying she remembered about her promise to me last year. (and btw i already met the author of the christopher killer series not 1 on 1 but like a million of people were in the auditorium) and like she emailed alane ferguson (the author) and reminded her about the books and she said she would sign them and then my teacher told me today after school that alane was going to do something special in the books and alane said she wanted to see my expression when i opened the books and read what she put (which sounds really akward...thats because it is) and like omg! idk like im so nervous you know and im like really excited to see what she put in those books! and she wants to skype with me to see me. so idkkkkkkk im really nervous. AND my teacher promised me that alane was going to come to our class (my class period only) to meet me and talk to the class. i was like freaking out. and omg! idk im so excited and nervous! :D but idk lol ^^;'''' ughhhh!!!
well thats all i have to say merry christmas if i dont post soon.
BTW if you guys r going to participate in my challenge the deadline is 1.4.11 just warning you but just if you want to check it out?and im warning you guys that r going to participate in it
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXxX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX
~~ Much Love
Yea so i made my first challenge! Check it out here!
Yea i just added the prizes up there ^^;'''' so if you wanted to check it out VOILA! i hope you guys join! im so excited to see what everyone does! :D ...now im supposed to be doing a report on gaming so..ill see ya later. JOIN MAH CHALLENGE! muwahahaha >:D or ill get ventus on you! jk...unless you want him
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXXX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX
honestly does anyone feel my pain in this?
have u ever loved someone to death and honeslty hate there guts at the same time?
i have..
i dont know what my problem is
i dont know if its just me .... or jesus
and dont u hate getting hurt....over...and over..and over again?
i dont know what to do with my life anymore
i dont know what to say
i dont know how to act
and i certainly am tired of trying to make efforts to spend time with people who dont even act like they wanna be with me
have u ever been in that situation? it sucks right?
jesus i think when u are friends with someone, that you guys should maken equal efforts to be with one another
now on this see saw , its unequal...im the one making all the efforts
and this person doesnt either a. forgets about being with me
or b. doesnt even make an effort to be with me
im sorry im just putting my problems out there and im wondering if anybodys on my boat
cause this certainly does not float my boat...
~~**{{ "I think your goal in life is to hurt me" }}**~~
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXxX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX ~~ Much Love < 3
Hey guys, hows everyone doing? my lifes been the worst. You know im tired of hoping that things will get better! hoping doesnt help okay?
Im trying to accept reality for what it is..
but its pretty painful...
I've been breaking out into hysterics every week!
I dont know what to do? Im tired of looking fo someone that will... Never hurt me...
I just dont know what to do with my life anymore...
Welp. ive gotten a free psp 3000.... and crisis core. and im gunna get to play birth by sleep soon...so im excited about that. i like my psp a lot...i just needs games for it...(been playing days lately also)
Smiling doesnt help, wishing doesnt help, loving...definately doesnt help.
im afraid to show myself to the world.
im so scared and lost and i want to wish all the pain away.
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXxX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX ~ much love...with all the love i have left....
My b-day is on sunday! im sooo excited. well not so excited but happy lol im turning older :3 nyyyyeeehhhh ! the only reason im probably happy is because my friends at school are getting me stuff. im so happy they make me happy. i love my friends so much they mean the world to me! yes even you that is reading this right now :3 i havent been getting much stuff done either ^^; ive been dedicating my life to bleach. I havent even been on my AIM account much which is pretty sad. My friends up there act like ive been away for ages cause i haven't talked to them all weekend. Which probably seems like it cause i log in everyday. im always up for a healthy chat!! :3 I am not sure if it's just me but i feel like my art is getting worse. =.=; i am not going through an art block or something like that. its just my art frustrates me soo much. idk why its pretty weird though. The school year is also bothering me. My classes have all these end of the year final project crap going on and its so much! if u had to see what im doing for my project in 4th period ..omg!!!! but i only have 29 more days left of school!!! yay that will go by fast. The days have been goiing by pretty fast lately. and at my school the bells are like early so its even quicker! XD i have no clue why they are earlier. our bells used to be really late and now they are early @-@. well anyways thats an update from me. i hope u guys are doing well. and remeber my B DAY IS ON SUNDAY so if ure planning anything secretive << lol XD jk u know i love yuew guys! :)
yes i did just sort of kinda posted a b-day card to myself :3
XxXKingdom_KiyomiXxX
XxXSnow_QueenXxX ~~ Much Love < 3
