oh boy oh boy where do i begin....-super sigh- ive been soooo sick its a shame. ive been sick for almost a month now! and its not like simple cold sick its like (as i call it) i am deathly ill -^-. i feel horrible. last night i cried because i felt so bad :<....and then soon after the medication i took knocked me out through the night. then i woke up this morning with a very sore throat and it took me until lunch time to realize that i have strep throat. i cant speak..and if i do attempt to speak scratchy noises come out and then my throat starts hurting a lot more. so i had to go to school anyways cause i have midterms and i had to bring my clipboard and sheets of paper to write what i wanted to say....i felt soooo impaired ;u; -sob- -sob-
and i had to take my world history exam today and i was falling asleep during the exam! it was horrible! i was so disappointed in myself! i never fall asleep on such important tests! :< jeez do u see how this sickness is infecting me? and its making me super weak so i can barely walk or stand. i need to eat to get energy but i have no appitite and afraid if i eat that i will just puke :< so i am very low on energy. i get light headed from standing :<
i havent been to the doctor the whole time i have been sick but my mom is super determined to take me to the doctor on friday when we dont have school. not to mention i had a crazy weekend prior. i stayed at my cousins house for the weekend and we went to kingdom hall (i havent gone there 2 years ago since i was in puerto rico) and i wore real heels for the first time and i dressed up all pretty...and my feet were very sore..afterwards ;u;. i couldnt even stand up to sing at the end of the meeting and i thaught i was gunna fall over cause of me feeling weak. my cousin had to hold me up ;^; oh jeez. -sigh- but sunday me and my cuz were supposed to go to the movies and i was gunna see tron legacy again but she got very sick and then i was already sick so we were like bed ridden :< so we couldnt go. -sob- and i was supposed to go this weekend but it goes out of theaters! -super sob- oh jeez life never works for me when im deathly ill... :<
another horrible thing to top it all off i have 2 C's on my report card! i have never ever gotten C's on my report card before! ever! oh jeez -sob-
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