welly welly well..it seems yu have stumbled apon my humble world where the rules are chill train and most of all PAAAAARTEEEEH~~~!!!!!! so come one in, stay a while take of yur shoes if yu havent already and let me tell yu a bit about myself ^^

i was born in seattle at five past midnight and i love the heat even if i pass out from it.

i tend to be....how should i put it..hard to kill? lol i been thru so much crashings accidents getting beat up nearly ran over by a 16 wheeler (lol wish yu would have seen my face then) and buncha other stuff that if ye want ill tell ya, just ask ^^

im generally a nice person thats not easy to anger

im 5'5 (so yes...im pretty shortlol)

i like reading fantasy books with lotsa action ^^

i am in a three man team of ninjas (seriously not joking there) consisting of the brains whome ill nickname donetello, the brawn who i call raphael, and the calm and mild tempered that specializes in stealth leonardo (tho its hard to hide from chat cuz they announce yu apon entering XD) and a recent fourth online we know as michaelangelo (who three know who ye are!) who is the obvious joker of the bunch, dont get him mad tho cuz when he gets serious he get to be kind of don-raph-leo mix XD >.> seriously dont do it.

i have a two inch and growing afro that makes it near impossible to wear hats of nearly ANY kind really (sept skull hats)

aside from being naturally danger prone, im a low class thrill seeker, meaning i like to do insane stunts and eat things ppl wouldnt even think of trying just for the exp XD.also i tend to have my ninja moments where i manage to jumps my friends from behind corners, vanish when they turn around, and my personal fav. stealth jumping X3 i cant stress that enough

ok enough of the ninja thing XD umm im a bit of a athlete which is why i crave desperatly for summer so i can go out and do sports. which my small size give me a good advantage.

sometimes i have me ups and down weeks but im too much of a optimist to stay sad long

i bore easy when not active, thats the way i learn best if from exp and the process of doing.

and i love ice cream

i like to try diff drinks (non alchoholic)

and ill reveal som other secret stuff later on that could be interesting (or not) but yu will have to stick around and see, ill make it a goal to post at least one thing here each week sat night so i can get the weeks stress of my mind ^^ (er not like it bothering me much.. >.>)

phew ok i think this intro is long enough so i think i will end it there. oh but one more thing. i love to type, chatting story typing or just posting. either way i love to type :P

ok now im done XDDD

music of the week

hey since i didnt post up the thing of the week ill just go ahead and post it up now along with a pic to go with it i think this song matches lee-kun pretty well, mostly becuase of his fighting spirit and determination to never give up well.. "untill the end" ^^ the song pretty much says it iitself enjoy :3

rant, need to get some thoughts out...

ever hgave one of those days when yu forget to set yur alarm for school or yu just dont get up in time when it goes off? and then yur parents come in and yell at yu? i have been geting really annoyed at that cuz unfortunatly i have one of those "assuming" moms that think they know everything and it ticks me off when she assumes something about me that is waaaay off target and worse part is she wont let me correct her without calling it "badmouthing" which im not trying to do cuz im trying to keep a nice calm neutral voice. at this point tho she is making that very difficult.

like this morn i came really close to actaully yelling at her for the first time in my life. normaly when i get up for school o wake up to the alarm clock (which is kinda fualty keep that in mind) and get dressed n stuff and head out ON time and get to school ON time with no problems. now i do this very often and only a few rare occassions like maybe once or twice A MONTH or not even that much more like every other month, i either miss the bus or dont get up on time and there are reasons for that too. but what ticks me off is when she comes in first thing yells at me, assumes she knows what im thinking and then storms off not letting me have my say in any of it and she does this everytimes it happens.

she assumes that just cuz i dont get on bed on time thats the reason i dont get up. correction its the reason i dont WILLINGLY want to get up
but dangit i force my lazy butt up and i go whether i want to or not!! this morn my faulty alarm clock didnt go off to wake me up and i ended up sleeping in. she came into my room first thing and yelled at me about going to bed on time. that wouldnt have helped ANYTHING!! i still would have missed the alarm i still would have been late!!! i still would have slept in! she said that if i went to bed ont ime then i would be able to get up on time without the alarm....we all know thats a load of bull. i may have woken up early before cuz of it but not once in my life did i wake up the exact time i was supposed to and the alarm didnt go off, and she knows that!! and wats more she is blamig the fact that it didnt go off on me!! like i could have helped that!! >O the alarm is supposed to wake ME up darnit not the other way around! and stop assuming yu knows everything about me and how i think cuz yu dont know everything!! yu dont know what i think and just becuz we go thru similair things doesnt mean yu know what i go thru everyday no matter how much yu say so. our experiences are different and she needs to understand that just becuz i stay up late doesnt mean i dont try my hardest to get my butt up for school each morn!! i still set my alarm and i stilll force myself up. i dont just slack off and get lazy and just not set the alarm clock. i mean granted there are a few times when i forget to do so and i know that. and there are times where i made the mistake of sleeping thru my alarm and ill admit that too!! but no ones perfect!! we make our mistakes and we have to learn from them! i personally think that my mistakes are for me to experiment with! even tho i make a few rare mistakes she acts like she is all perfect herself. but no! and yu know what i would be able to get pass that, i would be able to forget alllll thast if i can just get a word in to fend for and explain myself!! i mean when she blamed me for my alarm not going off that ticked me off to no end!! and when i said that wat does sleep have to do with my alarm going off she snapped at me and said that if i was on my schedul i would wake up on time without the clock. ok granted that i would be able to get up easier that doesnty mean ill just automaticly wake up on time on the dot every flipping time!! im not some dam robot that will wake up perfectly on time, get dressed on time, and be on time for everything!!! i try to do the best i can to get up on time but it doesnt help when she yells at me whenever i screw up.

to make it worse is when she holds it over my head!! she like keeps a score of how many times i do it and everytimes i do it she makes it seems like i do it either on purpose or every week!! she doesnt even bother to look at all the times i DID wake up ON time drag my self up and get to class on time!! she nvr bring that up whenever i get to class on time but yu better beleive that if i screw up i get an eternity worth of lectures about it like i was doing it on purpose just as a escuse not to go.

i just wish that for once she would shut her trap and freakin listen for a change and stop assuming she knows stuff she dont! i want to tell her that yes there are times where i make my mistakes like sleeping thru my alarm when it is set or forgetting to set it when its not, im not gonna deny that cuz im not perfect yu know? everyone makes that mistake at one point or another and im trying to learn from my mistake and im trying my best not to do that. and yes i know i wake up tired if i stay up late but thats MY proiblem, let ME deal with that, i know what im doing and i know the results of my choices.. i know that if i stay up late i will have a hard time gettting up, but there are sometimes reasons behind why i do that. some are simple like i cant get to sleep cuz im restless and some are harder to explain..

but to all the parents out there watever the reason is that yur child isnt getting up on time for class and such, at least do us all a favor and let them explain themselves BEFORE yu jump to conclusions...cuz it is years of things like that, that helps the whole "rebellious stage" im sure that if yu give them a chance to give thier side of the story before passing judgement things would be a bit easier on yu both. and dont just sit there and glare at them pretending to listen when we all know yur not we may be yur children but we know when yu dont want to listen. i mean actually listen to our side. like they say "there are two sides to every story" there is what YU think and what they think. two different veiws that need to be heard before further steps are taken. and trust me if yur kids backtalk at yu after something like that (i mean when they have a good reason to not just bein a smartas) there is a reason for that and it is cuz they know yu are not listening.

*takes a deep breath and sighs* ok.... i think im done now i think that is it for the day. so take care everyone and remember to get some well needed rest out there. also be sure that yur alarm clock is turned on before yu just assume that it is turned on, i made that mistake a few times too hehehe. ^^;;

and now for the pic of the week enjoy toushiro fans ^^

post of this week

hahaha!!! alright ppl time for the song of this week!! along with one of my few choice background pics!! oh and by the way if yu see a pic yu like and would like to have me send it to yu just pm me and i shall get right on it!! so anyways here is the song and pic of this week!!

song of this week

okay here is the song of the week that makes my day kinda rock hope yu enjoy it as much as i do ^^ and also here is a pic that i think would go with it ^^ dont ask me why i chose it, i just thought it was pretty cool :P

continuing

here is image set numbah two, and yes the sword and everything is made from cardbaord,tape and lots of sweat and tears (lol kidding) but the tube isnt part of the sword i just havent modified it into a case yet the kunais my friend made for me out of paper and cardboard (gives him props with his folding skills) and before anyone says anything think!! if yu had waaay to much spare time, and raw materials to use surrounding yu with yur imagination going wild from boredom...wouldnt yu be likely to do tha same? if not ah well we did and it rawked XD we werent bored anymore ill tell ya that XD. when they say boredom kill they werent kidding lol