This sounds rather whiny of me, but here goes anyways....

I feel like I'm dead here. When everyone else is asleep, I'm awake. And vice versa. I miss talking to all my friends. I miss getting random Texts from Afton and Kim during the day. I miss being able to go places in the city by myself and not have to worry about going with my family. I miss having my own house. School, work, everything.

Before you give me the "It's gonna be fine" speech/comment, please save it. I'm not really in a consoling mood right now because my entire life is basically turned upside down and I feel like I got no say in it. Everything has just basically gone to shit for me.

Even Valentine's day, the one day where I like to shower people with love, I feel like I'm on the outside looking in. Everyone still gets to hang out and have fun with each other like normal. But Korey gets the short end of the stick.

I just don't know what to do right now.