today is sooooo not my day, now i find out i wont be going to taiwan to study because if i use my passport i will get conscripted into the army, and so now im most liekly heading to china to study >_> WTF my mom is willing to send me to china where i have no family what so ever over there, than letting me go study in taiwan and join the army for 1 yr. i mean is being conscripted into the army THAT bad??? and why china of all places??? thats like a death sentence for me >_> since china and taiwan has a history between each other. and china's internet is so censored that im not even sure i'll get onto facebook and all those other sites fuck my moms fucked up >_>so im going to have a talk with her, and if she still insist that i dont go to taiwan to study im gona ask her if i can go to other countries then since she's so willing to send me to china with no problems <_< i'd prefer going to taiwan study for 4 yrs and once im done, go do my military service for a yr and get it over and done with. so all those time preparing and applying for university was a waste of time. FUCK!!!!! my mom always likes to waste my time. and she's like why dont u stay and help with the business so that u can take over. im like i never asked for the family business, why do u think i went to study in the first place, if i wanted to take over the business i would have stayed instead and not plan to go to taiwan to study. geez and she only tells me this in the last minute AFTER i bought all the gifts for my friends and their family. talk about a waste of time and money