well seems like im heading to china no matter what i tell my mom >_>
and i find out that she's not sending me to study, the main reason is so she has someone in china that can help order materials for our business that we're planning to start soon. so i get sent to china based on that fact, shows u how much my mom thinks about my studies, tho i know working is good and such so we can earn money to support the family and send us to university, but i dont like the fact that im just being sent there for business purposes 
sigh its not surprise anymore since my mom always try to control my life and expects me to do what she wants me to do. like marry an asian girl and carry on with the business, well so what, im going to marry a white chick so i can piss off my mom
but i guess whats worse about china is their internet censorship, i will not have access to my face book where i keep in touch with all my friends in south africa and youtube is also blocked in china. wonder what other sites are blocked >_> china needs to stop being such a bitch thinking that they can do what ever they want just coz they also have nukes.
i sooooo hate my mom now >_> i hope she dies somewhere far from me coz atm i have no love for her >_>
