Four white walls

Sitting between these four walls!
Four white walls.

They are as white as snow,
although loneliness is all I know.

For If there is only whiteness…
Is that not the same as total darkness?

Darkness Eternal!

I miss someone that I have yet to meet,
while I’m Crying a wet patch on this bed sheet.

All I do is laugh all day and making jokes,
when in my throat it’s only Chokes.

No one knows who I really am.
But then again I don’t think they give a damn!

So why should I care for them,
if all I get is Physics Quantum?

In the end it’s the same result,
everyone with their own little cult.

I’m still sitting here within these four white walls,
waiting, hoping for signs, or calls.

There is only one thing that I have to do…
Not to take my life in hope of being with you.

End