Let me start off by saying, I think I am a pretty good catch. I can carry a rather compelling conversation. I don't cheat. I can be fun. Ok, now let me continue.
Ok. I am sometimes psycho. My neuroses could fill a book. I have these weird, manic "mood swings" out of nowhere.. sometimes once a year.. other times once a week. Emotional baggage is a set of ripped-at-the-seams bags I tote everywhere and plan on keeping. I always have something or other going on. I can be sometimes bluntly honest, which can be extremely complementing or horridly mean, neither do I ever intend.
I know most people are broken. I am too, and despite this knowledge, I think I am a good date. Casual romance, or even a lot of fun in the "getting to know you" stage. The real relationship stage though, is a real challenge.
It is kind of like being on a thrill ride. Extreme ups and downs. I am impossible to read. I can't even read myself. I do things, and I don't know why.
Sometimes I have a want to curl up in bed/on a couch with someone, but sometimes I shy away.I can be distant without meaning to.
He says that when he touches my face, I shy away. Or that I appear stiff and uncomfortable sometimes when he touches me. I want touch, but there's a reason my body reflexively repels it.
We were two of the most introspective people that I know. We both love to talk, and listen to each other. Sometimes though, it just ain't enough. Still want to date?
