Dear diary,
Well.... I spent a few days here in fairy tail so far..... I judged them too early and i might be doing it again now but... the guild is a very nice place actually! everyone is smiling and having fun..... while i was in that corner that i found alone reading..... i didn't attempt to speak to anyone until now because i am too shy... i mean they know their magic and how to control it and I AM 18 YEARS OLD AND STILL CAN'T CONTROL THAT STUPID REQUIP MAGIC OF MINE!!! i hate myself so much for that.... well anyway... when the master was introducing me to the guild he told me about this wizard who was apparently called Cecile.... she has trouble hearing and so the only way to communicate with her at the moment is sign language.. but i know sign language! i want to try and speak to her but i am still in this shy/traumatized stage..... i mean what if i get mad because of something a swing a bunch of flying swords at her or someone else like i did..... that time.... in the past..... I WOULD NEVER WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO HER! NEVER!.... but i also came here to learn how to control it.... i don't know what to do and i am confused.... but i really want to get to know Cecile and the rest of the guild members! but until now.... i am still stuck in that corner reading... alone.... isolated.... as usual....
love,
Alice.
Dear mom,
A new member has joined the guild and she has come at a wrong time cause we fight a lot in fairy tail and she came at a time when we were fighting. The new member is called Alice or at least that's what the master told me and I won't be getting to know her anytime soon.
Also I made my first friend! His name is natsu and he is really cool and powerful (a bit to powerful in my opinion). Anna made a new friend too her name is Wendy and she is a bit older than sis but she is really nice and innocent.
The best part is that not a lot of people hate me here. Yea in the beginning a lot of people didn't like how I would ignore everything they would tell me and some still hate me because of that but most of them didn't care or know I can't hear them.
Well best of luck to you and dad.
Lots of love,
Cecile
Dear diary,
OKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY I am trying hard not complain, I got to the guild (fairy tail) safely thank god but.......... THAT GUILD IS C-R-A-Z-Y (literally). I mean seriously there is this pink haired guy apparently called Natsu who blows fire everywhere! well, mainly at that dark blue haired guy who does ice- make magic who has a STRIPPING PROBLEM. I just hope he doesn't take his underwear off.... and then there is this drunk old man who apparently is the master but has no interest in anything other than mirajane's body (the purple haired girl who serves the alcohol to people) and there is the blondy lucy who is a celestial wizard but sits there and watchs with a blue flying cat on her lap called happy. NOT TO MENTION THAT EVERYONE ELSE IN THE GUILD IS FIGHTING TOO.
ugh. I don't know how i am supposed to learn from these guys to control my requip magic! mother used to say not to judge a book by it's cover, BUT LOOK AT THEM! i guess i should give them a chance.... a week... maybe a month.... but for now i will look for a corner far away from the commotion to sit in and read.... alone as usual.....
love,
Alice
Dear diary,
I went to go get food for me and c.c when natsu came running towards me asking me to teach him sign language. Of course I agreed and I managed to teach him 40 signs though I wonder why he would want to learn in the first place or why did he ask me big sis would be able to teach him....on second thought she isnt that friendly of a person. I just hope one day she will be able to make one friend other than me and to smile more.
Yours truly,
Anna
Dear diary,
The mission we went on was a success. Also my sister made a new friend her name is Wendy and she is so nice to my sister and her cat is too. Well after i saw her and wendy i got the idea that i should try make some friends and when we were in town i bought this cool pen that writes in the air so it will be easier for me to communicate with others.
Well the pen thing worked. I went up to Natsu and i started it off by being poliete and telling him i was deaf. We went back and forth using the pen to talking then my sister told me she thats was gonna get me some food (all in sign language) and natsu seemed to want to learn sign lanuage so i wrote down for him to talk to my sister about it. After that he ran out the guild trying to find my sister.
From,
Cecile
P.S Katarine is getting to learn the ropes around fairy tail im so happy for her cause me and anna had to teach our selfs and that wasnt any fun.