Dear Diary,
I don't think i can take much longer. I have been shutting down constantly over the past few days I've been in Fairy Tail. The Guild Master understood me and my story which makes me feel a lot safer in Magnolia. He told me it would be best not to speak of where i was from or who my family was.
Everyone is very nice to me and I apologized to the little girl I yelled at. Nicola seems to be pretty happy here but he doesn't like to talk to anyone. He has improved and talked to the little girl's sister. She seems very nice and I hope she will understand...
Nicola still hides behind my back though. He started to try and write the alphabet and he learned A-G. he is a pretty fast learner. I'm Glad.
Someone asked my why I always wear white clothes and gold armor. I said It was so i can always been recognized by friends. I couldn't help but to lie. If I said It was so that i could stay pure then he would keep asking questions. I think he also noticed the "barely noticeable" white markings that are burned into my skin. I'm glad he didn't ask about that either...
Love,
Katarine Shadowski
P.S. I'm thinking of buying Nicola a journal when he gets good at writing. I already bought him a book so he can read. No one noticed he can't read or write yet so I think he is safe for now...
