welll lately allot of shiz has been going on in my life...ALLOT.
firstt of..my dog died..and i cant seem too grasp it..Its just so hard knowing ill never see him again...or hold him again..Ive been crying for days about it. I was really close too him. He was my sickness dog given too me when I was deathly ill in the hospital. He went with my every were for the longest time and when i moved too georgia i couldnt bring him....I misss him ssoo much it hurts..My mom called me in school while I was taking a test and told me he had drowned in the bath tub..(Which is impossible) And i got so histertical in class they had too remove me from the room and put me in the office till my dad got me. Im no longer speaking to my mom...cuz i know she had sumthing too do with him dying.
Then on my friend sydneys birthday her dad died. I was at my house with emily watching shark night and she called and asked too go let her uncle in the gate downstares...well i did and when i got down there he asked me too call the cop. I did. and they came quick cuz my dads a cop and well they kicked the door in and found him dead on the floor...turns out he had a heart attack while getting ready to go out too dinner with her. I had too hold her down until her mom got there and it was soo hard...cuz shes a big girl >.> She broke my window with her fist..<,< I was so lost..cuz her dad was a good friend too me..and too know he was gone was horrid..
I found out one of my closest friends here in georgia has breast cancer...and its not looking good...I dont know how much more of death I can take. Soo many of my friends are going threw soo much and i feel...helpless..
Dylan got fired
sarah has cancer
sydneys dad died.
My baby brother is going into surgery
School is shi*ty
work is horrible
i keep getting headaches
my ipod got stolen
AND too top it all off...
I still have too clean the kitchen! DARRRRNNNNNN
Me and my poko loco when i was sickk
