Have you ever walked by someone (guy or girl) a you just fell head over heels for them?And just knew you had to be with them?It's happening to me now and I don't know how much longer I can keep this up,this flip-floping from love to depression.I'm tired of this crap and I have plenty of other problems(that I'm not going to list now)but I have a huge crappy-flaw I worry about others before myself.So,when my friends have problems I push everything aside and help them but now I need to focus on my own problems.If you've ever listened to Invisible by Taylor Swift you know how I feel.To him I'm just some girl in his English class.
Sometimes,I feel like giving up.Everything that's wrong with my life pulls me down especially Dylan.Other days,I'm happy as I don't know what and I could just laugh all day and jump off the walls.On those depression days I remember everything I have to live for,my friends,my family,my team mates,and and my whole life I still plan to live.When,I think that,I think SCREW DYLAN!He's an DOUCHE and he can just go Fuck himself!LOL and other days where am a happy-crazy-all the time werdio person he's AWESOME SAUCE!