Apparently,Dylan is going out with my ex-friend,Kendyl.She broke up her boyfriend and asked Dylan out.(which I asked her not to and she said she wouldn't) I think she did it to make me mad.She got kicked off of the volleyball team because she wouldn't run,lazy ass.Then for some reason Coach put her back on the team which pissed me off because she never gives second chances.
Anyway, I love Dylan,and I mean LOVE.And she doesn't,it's not fair that I work so hard just to get noticed,and she can just snaps her fingers and he's there.She flirts with other guys right infront of him.Sometimes he looks hurt and I just want to take him and hug him.But,I can't.I just keep walking hoping he'll have enough sense to leave her and realize I'm the girl he wants!Of course he hasn't yet.I hope he will soon,for right now I'll just take whatever depression throws at me.

How I feel: