Hm. I woke up this morning cussing in my head. That's never a sign of a good day. Ever. I got to thinking about serious things, like schoolwork, and my parents. They're divorced, but I know my father wants to come back, and I have a feeling my mother would let him. She's rather religious, all into full forgiveness and stuff, and I think she feels bad for him. I'm all for forgiveness and everything, and I'm not holding a grudge against him for leaving, but in my opinion, he needs to understand the consequences of his actions. He chose to leave, he wanted the divorce, he should have thought about what he was giving up. If he's lonely now, he should have thought about that then. He should have thought about how we felt when he left us. I'm just trying to protect myself and my family from what he's done so he can't do it again. I changed so much after he left in order to cope, I don't know what would happen if he came back. I was so angry for a long time, and only in the past couple of years got over it, I don't want to relapse into that states I was in before.

*Sigh* Oh well. I'll figure something out. I'm stronger, now, and I won't let him destroy what I've made for myself so easily.

But I swear, sometimes I just can't...I just want to...Whatever. I'm putting myself in a bad mood.

On a happier note, I'm going to watch Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children sometime in the near future, seeing as how my sister got me the special edition box set for Christmas. I can't wait for that, and then I have to get to B. Dalton to get the next few books in the Black Cat series. Unfortunately, the closest B. Dalton is in the mall. Ick. I hate the mall. Too many people.

So, I have some stories to finish, reports to write, fanfics to read. Happy New Year's!