i'll be so glad when i finally get enough saved up for a car, get out of this house, i thought it was ok being over here, but i had to stay with my brother and his family for a few days last week because my dad and his wife went to the beach, and it was just so peaceful over there, i might not have gotten to play my xbox or anything, but it was hella more peaceful, i got an extra 30 minutes of sleep before i had to wake up as well, it was just....nice
in related news about cars, when i do get one, i can FINALLY hang out with this guy at work, outside of work that is, and that'll be hella good for us i think, even if it does just end up as us being friends, which i think it will, but that's fine, because i don't want to lose him, i know that much
in other news, it's Mothers Day, and my dad and his wife got back from the beach this morning-keep this in mind, it's relevant to what i'm about to say-and it's the first Mothers Day that's come since my grandmother passed away last August, so i texted my brother and asked if anybody was getting her a flower for Mothers Day, he said he hadn't heard, so when i asked him last night when we were riding to town, he said that probably not, because everybody was complaining about not having any money.....yes, seriously, my dad and his wife have money to go to the beach and live it up...but can't get my dad's mom a flower for Mothers Day for her grave?! that pissed me off...my aunt is also complaining about money...even though she works and makes more in 2 weeks than i do in a month plus her husband gets a disability check and their daughter gets a check for the dad's disability as well or something along those lines, but they don't have enough money to get a freaking flower?! so i took it into my own hands and bought her a beautiful pink Hibiscus and set it on her grave today, it was sad, her flower hadn't been changed in about 4-5 months and the other one had gotten old looking, and was nasty and stuff, i'll have to go to the florist and get a fake one before i go back to take the Hibiscus off because it'll die if i don't, so i'll get a real nice flower to put on there, it just made me really mad that my dad and then my aunt complained about not having any money when they should both have WAAAAAAAAAY more money than me, yet they couldn't buy a flower for their own mothers grave
if you guys don't know what a Hibiscus is, here's a picture of one
i guess that's all for now, long update is long, it's been a while since i did a long update about my life and such, hope you're all doing well and a Happy Mothers Day to you if you're a mother, and if not, then Happy Mothers Day to your mother
laterz for now everyone
~Ryan~
