hrm, why do i update? i dunno, seems nobody reads, or if they do, they don't comment, why's that? but that's ok, it's not like i update for everybody to comment on, i update for my own relief of mind, and if people read it, wonderful
on to other news
i told him yesterday that sometimes i thought like he didn't need me because he had other people....he messaged back with "yes man...i need you", which of course, made me feel really good, and then he told me sorry, and he's never said sorry to me before, i promptly asked what for and he said for not saying to me before, and i said that it was ok, because i need him too
i guess that's a good enough update for now, 3 days in a row that i've updated, wow, i don't think i've ever updated this frequently, but lately i've needed somewhere to vent, and i think this will be my new venting place, cause i most definitely can't do it on facebook, for various reasons, so yeah, my new venting place, have a good one you guys
~Ryan~
