GAAAAAAH, i'm so freaking stupid
so, we had to work on saturday and i didn't have a ride home, so i asked him friday if he had time to take me home on saturday, he said he'd tell me saturday so i was all ok. so saturday rolls around and i text him-since i'm always too freaking nervous to say anything to him besides "todo bien?" or "quieres chikle?", -i hope that's how you spell it- both of which are "everything ok?" and "you want gum?" respectively, anywayz, back to the point, he never answered me back and when i was telling my other friend about it-the woman who knows about me-she was all "oh, he no have one car today, he ride with his brother" so i was all, ok and asked if she could take me home. so at the end of the day, i go into the bathroom to change my clothes and he's in there, and guess what he asked me, if i had a ride to go home, and you wanna know what i said? "you no say nothing...so -insert other friends name here- say she take me home." i instantly regretted it after he walked out of the bathroom, because i honestly wanted him to take me home, and wouldn't you know, when i get to the house, nobody is there, so it would've just been me and him there too, STUPID STUPID STUPID ME! this whole day i've been berating myself for being so stupid, BUT, we are still on a 6-day work schedule so we'll probably work this coming saturday too, and if so, this can work out for me, because i know that he does want to come to my house/hang out, because he wanted me to give him my address so he could come over, never gave him the address cause he said he'd come today and seeing as i'm at a different house today, that wouldn't have worked out
so to wrap it up, i'm an idiot, but i still have a chance-i hope- to redeem it, OH, also, in another month, my dad and the fam are going to the beach, so i might just stay there by myself and have my brother come pick me up in the mornings, if so...that can work out very well for hanging out with him without the fam being around and such
anywayz, i'm out for now, have a good one guys
~Ryan~
