found this on the interwebz, and this is how i felt/feel

so, i took a day off of work today, to give myself some time to think and such...and i honestly do want to stay friends with him, weighing the options of living my life without him as a friend in it or keeping him in my life, i realized that i don't want to lose him, cause he's honestly one of the few friends i do have at work and he's special to me....if only for the fact that he helped me to get over the death of my grandmother last year, so yeah, i'll talk to him about it at work tomorrow face to face, since we hardly really talk face to face, to get his take on staying friends and such, and i'm laying our friendship in his hands, guess we'll see how it goes

i guess that's it for now, have a good one you guys, sorry for all the depressing posts lately

~Ryan~