so tired....of everything, no friends at work, no nothing, it's so hard to deal with things that life throws at you when you don't have anyone to talk to about it, worse still is when people think they are your friends, yet you can't stand them one bit, so when you laugh it's just a hollow laugh and they don't even realize it, there's only one person i care about, i mean really care about, at work, and it's just so strange because, well...i won't go into it, but yeah, that's that