well....as you can see from my portfolio i haven't drawn anything of late and i so wanted to enter a contest but idk if i'ma be able to i'm not so great at drawing without a reference the drawings just dont' come out right T.T oh wellz i reckon....i feel like drawing something.....but then again i really don't know i'm beginning to wonder if me drawing was just a phase..idk.....lets see...i beat Devil May Cry 3...btw i have th special edition version and when i got done with Dante i was able to play the game over with Vergil so i played it with him and beat it as well so i beat it with both ppl so yay me XP lol i bet i sound pretty morose in this post....i'm doing fine though XPPPPP just thought i'd turn it down a bit from my normal hyperness in some of meh posts lol....hmmm.....i need something to draw...but idk what.....like i said my drawings aren't so well without a reference....hmmmmm.....i need a life and i've been wanting a 360 for forever and my lil sis is wanting a wii.....so we are getting a wii...T.T i told mama that i wanted a 360 but what lil sis wants lil sis gets....most of the time...but yeah...we is getting a wii T.T so sad...but oh wellz....i'll get one sometime and i can't wait until Final Fantasy 13 comes out..but it's gonna only be on the 360 and ps3 in which case i have neither....maybe i need to sell my DS and games.......sounds like a good idea.....but i backed out of selling it to my bro and he probably wouldn't want to buy it now....oh wellz...if i take it to gamestop i've been told that i won't get much for it..so that's out of the question...idk anymore....but i reckon i'ma have to babysit whenever i get the chance in which case i do do that when my dad and step mom need me and i get 20 bucks a day for however long i stay....maybe they will need me more often XP....i love money but yet i hate it....because i never get to spend anything on myself because i have animals and i love my animals so all of my money is devoted to them....although i do need a phone card now....i've got about 85 cents on my phone right now...so in other words i'll need to be going sometime to get me a new phonecard...although i've thought about just doing away with my phone since i never use it anywayz....such a hassel to keep time on my phone when i barely even use it! oh wellz....stupid cellies! oh wellz.....hmmmm Snoopy is doing well and so is my kitty....again it's cold so i hate to have to leave them out in the cold but there's nothing else i can do for them though.....they'll be okay i think i see no protests from them by them being outside....long post this go around i see lol...didn't think i had this much to say.....right now on my ps2 i'm playing a paintball game that i bought some time ago but never played...Greg Hastings Tournament Paintball: Max'd....it's not going well...i keep losing....and i'm also playing Final Fantasy 12: Revenant Wings on my DS and i'm so close to being done with the whole game all i have to do is one more mission an whammo i'll be done but i want to do all of the side missions and stuff so i'm doing all of those side missions before i completely finish the game....but i think i'ma have to level up big time...because the side missions monsters are at level 80 something...and my folks are at level 50 something....so yeah i'ma have to level up big time!...idk if i want to go through all of those side missions and i think i might rather just go on ahead and finish the game....idk lol hmmmm i've felt compelled to draw something lately....but i just don't have the oomph to draw because once i start i just end up putting my pencil down and not drawing anything or throwing away the piece of paper that i drew on....i really don't know about me drawing anymore...i think it was just a phase...and i don't want it to be just a phase....i want to keep drawing but lately it's just been a big blah to me when i even think about drawing.....i think this post might be over with...i'll talk to all ya'lls laterz and i hope ya'll have a great time until i post again ^_^ laterz folks