Whoo!.

i had an amazing night lol. i wont go into details...they would have mostly been mushy and lovey-dovey anyway lol but basically i just feel incredibly loved. i am in love, we are in love with each other and its like...officially out there and clear to the both of us. and tonight...he just took my breath away completely. it was just...the perfect moment.

so i guess i have just been cought up with my relationship. there isnt anything wrong with that though right? i havent been this happy in a long time so i excuse me while i enjoy it thoroughly xD

but yeah, so my hours got cut at work :/ i went from having 30-35 hours a week to having 20! TWENTY HOURS.

i have bills to pay, i can't deal with this O.o but i have to, i just have to live with it because it is like..impossible to go out and find another job. they just arent out there at the moment. plus i love the job i just...i dunno. im trying to work up the courage to ask my boss about it. she must know i would not be happy with that O.o even though i just got a raise it doesnt really matter when my paycheck will still be more then 1/3rd short of what it was all summer.

BILLS TO PAY GAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >_______< it is really stressing me out.