Not Dead Yet ~<3

Haha long time no heard from eh? I've been super busy. So I have spacers in my teeth and next Wedsday I get my top braces. So I've been totally busy as heck. I have a Band Fest to get ready for and I'm totally scared that I won't be able to play cuz of my braces. I'm in complete pain right now and I'm doped up on pain meds. So I have this situation, and I want your answers.

There's this top shot junior who never ever dates freshmen girls, like he stays away from them. But he's been talking to me, and basicly if I have sex with him then he'll stay with me (a.k.a be my bf). O.k I really like him and I know he's not doing this as a hit it and leave it kind of thing. But I'm not sure what my parents would think. I'm 15 and a half and I kind of feel like I'm too young but still...I mean he promised we'd do it the safe way but I'm just so scared that I'll end up as one of the preggy girls in my class O.o I don't think I can handle getting preg and I don't believe in killing babies! What should I do, i mean he makes perfect sense with this being the whole trust test and stuff but, well what do y'all think? what should I do??

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