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*is tired*

...I'm tired of reading people's journals...that I missed...so I'm sorry I haven't commented on some of yours...I...I'm tired of reading...TT^TT Well, not reading, it's more of trying to think up a comment or something...

On top of journals I have a load of artwork I'd like to look at soo...I'd like to get to that...TT^TT

I see I won't get to do what I wanted to do!

Oi! Have I already said that that JUSTICE manga thingy...I'm making it a PROJECT, now. I dunno what I'll do with it...but I'm keeping a mental folder of all this...>:D

There's just one big problem I face...what would the smartest teens live? I mean, what countries? And in the future, too...I'm just going to pick somewhat random countries and people...>3> But I know I want Klan and Reese to be from Europe...and...maybe Mikii from Hong Kong and Mini from Taiwan or something like that...O.o; I dunno how I'll decide this...will it be random...or...Hrmm...I thinks too much to meself.

Maybe I'll read a TINY bit of manga and go to be at 1 AM again...>:D

...how long's it been since I was last on here...?

Seriously, really...I don't remember the last time I've been on here...at all...I mean, I feel like I was just on here yesterday, but I don't think I was...or was I?...O.o;

I finally got that...999 game...I will never remember it's full name.

It's TOTALLY different from what I expected...I did not expect it to take place on a ship that looks like the Titanic...no, I thought it'd take place in a city or AT LEAST in some kinda carnival weird place...and I didn't expect it to be so...creepy...TT^TT

I didn't go to be last night until liike 1 AM because I was so terrified...Well..that and I was playing the game until midnight...so I took an hour or more to read some Count of Monte Cristo which I got really attached to and finished way more chapters than I meant to read...O.o;

The art isn't particularly scary, but it's not as good as Phoenix Wright's...or...at least...Apollo Justice's. But the animation is really good, so I really hate it when I'm reading what they say and I missed some killer quick animation..."orz And if it weren't for Santa I would have never gotten through the game.

Oh! This depresses me a bit...I almost got the true ending on my first try...but then I went through the wrong door. I got to the very end only to go into the 6th door...>.> I was supposed to go into the 2nd door...>3>...or was it the 1st door? Well...I was stuck so I looked up an FAQ and saw that the true ending choices and whatever were all the things I chose except for which door...and...I think I accidentally yelled at a few people, but I kinda fixed it in the end...kinda...except with Clover...I actually thought what I was saying was nice...and it happened to me often...I just read what he was saying wrong...'orz So then he yelled at people...O.o;

But at least I get to look at other places while trying to get the true ending...grrr...I WAS SO CLOSE! I would've been soo proud of myself!

It's also my first M game. It...wasn't...well...I understand WHY it's an M game, but, I think M games are HEAVILY overrated when it comes to violence and whatever. Because it was rated M and because I knew that there were bad endings I freaked out every time I opened a door or every time it talked about some person's death...I was afraid I'd see it, but nope, it's just some blood splatters here and there, but the description of it...it's really sickening.

It's just IMPLIED gore...And the only gore is that some people blew up 'cause if they did something against the rules it'd blow up...actually, that's not it, but I don't feel like explaining the whole thing. Like the first guy to blow up...I was really freaking out 'cause on my second playthrough (which I'm on right now) made me go into the 5th door which the guy blew up in...TT^TT I thought I'd see something disgusting, but luckily I didn't~! X3

As I was saying about....Santa...I guess...He makes the game not as scary...I don't know what it is. Even though he gets mad often and seems like an anti-social jerk...he's actually really nice. I mean so is Seven (but he looks kinda creepy) and Ace (but...he's TOO nice), and June (again...too nice...and Santa keeps saying that you shouldn't trust everyone...I feel like she's a bad person in actuality....). They're just not as calming as Santa. Also I like Santa's design~! I thought Snake was kinda...creepy...'cause he had a wrinkly face and silver hair and he just looked like a ghost or dead guy....O.o; And Clover...she was just annoying...and her freckles looked a bit strange...And I felt like Lotus was going to kill somebody in some point in the story...TT^TT

Umm...sorry...I don't think it's a very popular game so you probably don't now what I'm talking about. I suggest you go play it for yourselves! If you're like me, you'll get scared at first, but by the end you'll feel a bit of relief...except when you remind yourself about the guy with the number 9 and Snake...TT^TT *cries in a corner*

The story is REALLY REALLY GOOD! The gameplay is pretty fun and the puzzles are fun, yet sometimes really hard and you have to search the WHOLE area and use lots of math. There was a point where I thought that I had to get 3 different combinations of numbers that added up to a number to make 15 our of 9 different numbers and I could only use one...so it took me forever...until I looked it up and realized that I had to make it kinda like a sudoku where I put numbers in a specific order so that if you had up 3 of them vertically you'd get 15, horizontally you'd get 15, and diagonally you'd get 15...If only I realized that...And it also had the annoying box moving thing except you could only move 50 times...>3>

Now I want a MegaTen game...SOOO BADLY! My urge to play a modern set game is not fulfilled! Though Ace Attorney games are helping it...it's only by so much...TT^TT

Also Apollo Justice is very fun! The only thing is...the puzzles aren't as hard...it's just not as fun as the other ones. And it was obvious who the murderers were on the two I've been through...and I wish Mr. Rock Star Proscutor guy (whom I can't remember his name right now) would move more and say more objections like Edgeworth or Franziska Von Karma did....and why are all the prosecutors German...or have worked with Germans or been to Germany? Are prosecutors there renowned or something?

I also got my wig! :D It scares the crap outta me...and I have to style it...not that I have a wig holder to whatever...I dunno what to do with it...but it's really unnecessarily poofy...O.o;

I haven't been on for a while because of homework and because I've been reading and playing games! XD

I dunno if I'll continue to be on or whatever...I want to buy some more stuff now...>:D

Well...I think this post is long enough...I'd probably say more...but I think it'd make this post wayyy too long! Oi! Just some pictures of 999 for ya:

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...I recognize the artist...but I don't know who it is...time for some research! >:D

Oh! And from left to right are the following persons: Lotus, Seven (the big guy), Santa, June, Junpei, Ace, Snake, Clover, and Mr. No Name who is Number 9. Their names are all based on their numbers...except Junpei's and the Number 9 guy 'cause they wouldn't let Junpei choose a code name and Numper 9 died before he got a name...actually, he refused...but whatever. And it's not in order from number! XD Just figure out what number they could be...*.* That sounds like a fun game, doesn't it?

Ah! I just looked it up! The artist is Kinu Nishimura who also did illustrations for some SNK games! That gives me more respect for the artist (glad I got a game with their art in it! >:D)!

Listen to it...

it will send you on an adventure:

Seriously! It's amazing! Usually with songs like these I get tired of them if I listen to them too much, but it's sooo long and I usually don't remember most of the song because it's soo...so awesome...like it goes to different things! *.*

Just thought I'd share that with you guys if you need any inspirational music or music that could get you through some work or whatever...O.o;

Let's put a lot of stuff on my plate...

Sheesh...I keep getting more and more ideas to do things.

I have clearer ideas for what I want to do for my application thingy, what pictures I want to do and stuff. And my teacher just...saved me...I...I'm so happy and relieved. One stone has been removed from the weight of stress on this thing.

We've been doing a still life in class and I had already told the teacher that the 3 pictures for the application thingy had to have on in pencil and I chose to do the still life in pencil and I have already draw in. And I have already done the landscape. And that I'd do my self portrait in inks. She had it planned that for the people who were applying for that thing could enter this into the application, but because of that problem I just felt like I was doing more stuff.

And then she reminded me that I could put that into the application anyways as a side thing! I never thought of that! So now I just have to do my self portrait, the rest of my two still lifes and 5 more pictures!

I feel so relieved! And I do not want to worry about my concentration thingy for art right now. I'll worry after I finish my pictures for that application thingy.

Also I want to finish The Count of Monte Cristo (which...is...too good...UGGHH! SO WONDERFUL! TT^TT) and play the two games I bought. I also want to go to Hobby Lobby and buy all the stuff to work on my cosplay, then work on my cosplay. And then I have to stay on top of my homework.

Now I want to write a story...TT^TT

But I've been thinking about what to do with it...Well...I need to get an idea first...but besides that if I write it all out...should I try and get it published or post it online...I don't know...

But I do know that I want to spend a good amount of thought on it and think about how I'm writing instead of just writing something. Alexandre Dumas's writing style is very inspirational...

Also...what happened to this kind of style that is for different times? I don't think the present has that kind of thing. Like back then in the romantic era I think most of them were stuff like Shakespeare and long boring poetic stories that nobody really cares about anymore.

I want to do a style that stands for this era.

I'm thinking of doing my Tobias story...with the homeless millionaire guy and my male prostitute transexual. I'm going to change that last character. I keep seeing him in my head as somebody like DJ Sisen...but...I dunno...I think that's a bit creepy. And he's supposed to be the kind of guy that even guys could fall in love with...sooo...I'll go for a different route...liike...actually androgynous looking...

I forgot what else I was doing...but...gosh...I feel like I'm trying to do too much...>3>

Why do I like black an white?

...I favourited all this stuff on DA and then I went back and looked at my favourites...and the majority of them are black and white...the photography, at least...O.o;

I dunno why I like black and white pictures..."orz

I'm listening to Susumu Hirasawa~! I wanted some inspiration...At least I got to remake my Zelda OC Rin:

Her design is based on the Skull Kids...'cause she's LIKE a skull kid...I guess...

Well...my idea is that she is/was a Hylian child (I dunno what to call her anymore, but she's not a child) who was lost in the Lost Woods, just like skull kids, but...she wasn't a Kokiri so she didn't transform into one, but she did lose her sane self and adopted the culture of the Skull Kids. So she's basically like one, except she doesn't have a flute or anything, but she can play one. She's more of an offensive Skull Kid who isn't that afraid of you, but she is very good at evading your attacks, but she's more into the attacking you part.

She's often in her own little world. She doesn't really have any friends in particular with the Skull Kids, but she prefers that, and she has fun doing random things...for example, attacking people...O.o;

Umm...she just sounds like an enemy...XD If she were in a Zelda game...she would most likely be an ally character who attacks you at first, but somehow she begins to trust you more or something...I dunno what her importance is...I have to think about that...

Oh, she has a fairy, too, but the fairy is strange...that's all I gotta say about that. I mean, I think the fairy knows that she's a Hylian and that she doesn't belong where she is...well...the fairy is like a rebel fairy...or a wild fairy...O.o;

She has the hat like the Skull Kids and she also has a mask...but she usually doesn't wear it because she can't see very well through it.

Oh! And she can see in the dark and through most things that people can't see...I mean, not through walls or anything, but liike through fog or something. She has REALLY good eyesight because she lived in the lost woods for so long...I guess she's kinda like...the lost woods version of link...except she's not some kind of chosen one kinda girl.

Sorry for talking so much about her...O.o;

That's one more down out of several other characters I want to redesign. I'm not exactly sure what to do with Kemuri, I just know that I want to recreate him...I mean, more than others.

I also have this OC named Caroline that I don't think I've ever told anybody about. She was originally like the Red Queen of my Alice manga thingy, but I never did anything with that, but I still liked her design. She's very beautiful and has a kind face, but she's a baddie and is very cruel. She IS very kind, but inside she's actually very evil. She likes seeing the downfall of people and stuff like that, but she doesn't like to show it. She's a respected young Queen, even though she is kinda like Hitler in that she has gained several followers and lots of respect, but kinda behind their backs she ruins the country and does despicable things.

And then she has a servant who I really really like and I seem to have put lots of thought into her character...except for what she looks like...O.o; I just have that she is heavily bandaged, has one bandage over one of her eyes and her hair covers the other eye for seeing....So you basically can't see her face, except for her lips. And she's kinda like Sauron's...umm...crap, what was it called...the guy who spoke for Sauron...Sauron's mouth? She says what Caroline is really feeling, except her ideas are more demented and she explains things in very creepy ways. She is a creep! :D But she is lovable because she probably actually has a kind heart compared to Caroline. She's like Caroline's opposite.

O.O I just thought of REALLY good twist for these characters...but I will not say...okay...I will, but in spoiler thingies:

My idea for a twist is that Caroline's servant is actually the true Queen and the Caroline is the servant, just like in that Grimm's Fairytales story...what was it...Goose Girl? I dunno...it seems kinda random...O.o;

I also looked up Cambodian clothing 'cause I have always wondered what that looked like. My friend has some pictures of her family wearing SOME Cambodian-ish clothes, but they're heavily Western, and she even said that only a few people in the picture were wearing anything traditional. So I wanted to know. Well, check out the awesomeness:

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I wanna create a Cambodian styled character now! TT^TT In fact, I want to look up more clothing for different cultures to get some insporation and so that I can get some better designs out there! >:D

Okay! Bye-bye~! I might get to watch True Grit tomorrow...I wonder if I like it since I really don't like Westerns...O.o;