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What the heck is this?

...>3>

I was watching the videos for STAR audition (which I have been following from the beginning! >:D) for the next Korean pop star. In my opinion it's either this guy:

Or this girl:

I'm rooting for the girl 'cause...that's just boring having a worldwide audition for the next Korean pop star and it's a Korean singer...>3> There's a bit of trouble with the girl, though, 'cause she's already a composer and a producer, but let her do what she wants! >3>

Now, the 'what the heck is this' part. I also saw some article on some video where this girl was singing really well...well, it was like an audition for other singers. So, like I always do, I compared it to the Star auditions and they were terrible! TT^TT And the girl that was supposed to knock my socks off with her voice, was doing the frog yelling thing like most singers nowadays in america. I REALLY hate that singing voice. No, that's not even singing, that's just yelling with a frog voice.

Those above are singing that lady was NOT singing. I closed the tab I had it opened in so I can remember where I found it...O.o;

I actually didn't think that STAR audition would be that good because the people who got in at first weren't THAT good, but I have to remember that it was the 1st round and then it gets tougher from then. And they really narrowed it down to some really good singers.

Except, they put some Canadian guy in it (who strangely looks really similar to my friend...O.o; ) and his audition video had him singing in the really common male rock singing voice...that's like weird and whiny. It sounded good, kind of, but I don't see him being popular in Korea...and then he sang in Korean...and, as the judges said, he was really weak. Though one of the judges said that his weak parts were the most...I can't remember, but something about them sounding really good. But I didn't really think that.

He's good, but compared to the above, I don't think he's going to win. But good job for him getting far.

Lalala...

...I dunno...O.o;

I watched Toy Story 3. It was pretteh good. My only complaints are that I'll never like Jessie (sp?)...>3> Um, that's not a complaint...but mannn she's annoying, and as much as I like her voice actor as an actress, I really hate her voice. WHY IS SHE A VOICE ACTOR!? She has an annoying and scratchy sounding voice...

But besides that...I thought the kid...ummm...yeah, Andy, he sounded waaayyy too young to be going to college. He looked like a 15 year old boy and sounded like one, but apparently he's 17? That's hard to believe. But that's it.

I had a very strange dream last night...O.o; I wasn't in it (like with most dreams), but I was seeing everything from the perspective of this one girl who looks like like Misty from Pokemon (...there is always something that refers to a Nintendo game in my dreams...I don't know why, usually it's a pokemon or Zelda. I've had billions of Zelda and Pokemon dreams) was in liike a Paper Mario 2 kind of feeling city, but nobody was made out of paper or looked like they were from Mario. But there were little stylistic things like Paper Mario 2 had...and for some reason I did think it was Paper Mario 2 (I think some of the music from that game was playing in the background, too...I remember music).

Well she was trying to get a job somewhere and had help from somebody...I think it was her mom or something. Well she was going all over the place looking for work. She was some kind of chef girl so she wanted to work in a restaurant. Then some guy in a big company saw...strange potential in her to do something so they made a plan to get her to join their company. So they made a list of people that she should become an apprentice of with their pictures. They were all really important people and were all surprisingly good looking...O.o; Well...somebody who she really trusted gave it to her...I think it was her grandpa or something who owned a restaurant and probably was apart of that company (y'know, dreams are weird...there's rarely explanations for stuff). Well the company put really important people on there, but not all of them worked for them...which was a really stupid thing to do. In fact, they never told the people or asked the people they put on that list if they wanted or needed an apprentice...O.o;

Well, she looks over it...actually this time it's more like me in her body...XD Well I chose a guy who looks exactly like this:

Except with clothes on...liiike really fancy and expensive clothes. So she goes to his house, which is in a mushroom...O.o; And it's really small for some reason and it smells...But it's like pocket of smells so she goes to a corner, where the guy is, where it doesn't smell...and suddenly the room gets smaller and it's like they're stuck in a closet together. He's really mad she's there, yet he's smirking...O.o; I can't remember what happened after that, just that he was really mad and wanted revenge on that company.

O.o;

Then I had another dream that I think I often have where I'm in a place like something from Zelda and I have to solve some kind of puzzle, and when I do the place starts to self destruct and I have to get out as fast as I can.

My Harvest Moon dreams are the most fun...and the most disappointing 'cause I really wanted those Harvest Moon games I dreamt up! TT^TT Though this one was really weird 'cause none of the places I went fit where they were. Story time again~! :D

I was playing as...somebody...and apparently it was a Harvest Moon game. It was strange 'cause it felt like it took place in Mongolia...O.o; Like in the Mongolian country side. And it was during winter, too. So I did all my daily things there and I went to the city (why is there a city!?) and I got lost and found myself in downtown where it looked like a really nasty China Town and everything smelled like dirty diapers...TT^TT But then I found the YMCA somehow (I think it was like this 'cause where I live there's a baby factory near the YMCA and it usually smells really really bad before I go into the YMCA). And the YMCA was more like a mental institution or something 'cause everyone had really strange quirks and need lots of help getting around...for some reason...

And so I kept going there daily to do something, and then ended up living there...then somehow (I don't remember) we were in some tower like the Tower of Gods in Zelda Wind Waker (with the water going in and stuff, like there's no entrance on ground). And at the top there was some battle of...something...I can't remember...but there were these creatures that were like legendary pokemon, all shiny and glowing, but I don't know what they were. They were kinda like Lugia and Ho-oh...but they weren't...And then, again, living and sleeping there.

Oh! I remember how we got there (we, as in the YMCA people). We all somehow cam across eachother in the hall way and suddenly the YMCA was filling up with water and it was growing taller and taller and turning into a fancy tower, and all the people beside us drowned...it was a very painful experience. That's how we got there. And I remember that there was platforms going to the temple that there were strange scenes on...O.o; Like cut scenes. And other people were looking for us, like another cut scene, or something from afar, seeing what other people were doing.

And then somehow I ended up at a beach with a beach shack for weird people things...they were human...they were liike alien looking things or something...O.o; A bunch of different species.

And that beach was really strange because I've had several dreams that had to do with that beach or where I continuously ended up at that beach. It wasn't your normal beach, because the shore was really small and it was surrounded by green cliffs and lots of grass. Kinda like a lake...but it was an ocean.

And every time I went there I turned into Link...O.o;

So weird...'orz

That's enough of my dream stories! XD Lemme tell you the significance of me telling you the first dream.

The guy was really really good looking for some reason. I don't remember how he looked so I couldn't draw him, but I remember seeing a bunch of different drawings of him...

I think I got that dream because I watched a lot of SS501 videos...O.o; At least, that's how I got that guy.

So I was thinking of turning him into Vincent, since I thought he looked really cool and unique. And thanks to that dream I know how he acts and everything.

Yep...and that's it...Time to go back to doing stuff! :D

...O.o;

I have 152 OCs...actually, way more since I skipped a bunch, but I'd say 152 OCs that I want to keep...though some of them might...combine with themselves...O.o;

...Wow...XD

I transferred most of my Microsoft Word documents over to my laptop and I'm going back and putting my old characters...or the ones I want to try to remake in a list. I found one old character who I don't remember at all, but he reminds me of Sungmin from Super Junior. And coincidentally he's supposed to be Korean and a singer...O.o And this was before I had even heard of Super Junior (actually, I had on some website, but I didn't know who they were at the time).

See comparison:

Real Sungmin:

Lee Sung Min
Stage Name: Sungmin
Birthday: Jan, 1st, 1986
Height: 175 cm (5'7")
Weight: 57 kg (125 lbs.)
Blood Type: A

Other facts:

He is anemic

He does martial arts & taught himself nun chucks
When asked to finish the sentence, “Super Junior is…” he replied, “a theme park”
He says his cuteness is natural. If someone asks him to do aegyo he can’t do it.
He loves the color pink
He was going to change his wardrobe once but there was too much pink so he decided not to.
Nicknames: Rabbit
He wants his noona fans to call him oppa if it would make them feel better
Hes very precise when he cooks
The other members of SJ think he’d be the best candidate for getting caught cheating on his gf
He is often associated with pumpkin after being in the drama “Sea of Sisters”. In that drama he asked a girl to steam-cook sweet pumpkin for him. Fans thought he was cute & asked him to recite that line in shows, etc.

My character:

Name: Ji Koigokoro
Age: 26
Gender: Male
Rank: Peaceful Dreamer
Race: Human
Hair: short/pink
Build: thin
Origin: Seoul, Korea
Height: 6’0”
Weight: 125 lbs. (this scares me...O.o;)
Likes: Beautiful things
Favorite: Bunnies
Dislikes: Migoto Kaiki (...An OC...I seriously do not remember who this is...O.o; No wait...she's like a Dahlia Hawthorne kinda character...she's really gorgeous, but she's an ugly person inside)
Color: Pink and white
Weapon: Keyboard
Personality: Sweet, childish, cute
Family: He wants Tsukiki (bunny OC) to become his younger sister. Other than thinking of her as his little sister he is an orphan.
Hobbies: practicing his music, singing, dancing, cooking
Occupation: Keyboardist

...I think that's kinda creepy...but I don't know why Ji is a keyboardist, yet he likes singing and dancing, and why he's Korean yet his name is Japanese...O.o; And I named my characters words back then, kinda like how Dragon Ball Z did it...XD

I did a landscape today...actually two, but the first one was a fail (I hate you watercolours! I can't use them at all, but when I see other people's watercolour art I'm envious). I used coloured pencils on the last one. It looks okay, but it needs some tweeking 'cause something looks weird...O.o;

And I really really hate landscapes! TT^TT They scare me 'cause I...I dunno I imagine things. There are few landscapes that I actually like just because there's always something that I don't like about it that freaks me out.

Next I'm going to do a still life and a self portrait...and then 6 other things...I dunno what to do...O.o;

Just to find the above stuff about Sungmin I accidentally happened upon some kind of interview-ish meme looking thing that some of the Super Junior members did. And I can relate to Sungmin sooo much. I dunno on the cute aspect, though...O.o; There are a few things I don't agree with...but yeah, on his ideal girl or something he likes cute and happy girls, and I feel the same way about my ideal boy...O.o; They must be cute and happy!

...But then I realize...I don't want them happy all the time 'cause then when they're sad I'll feel very much depressed...TT^TT

I don't know what I want anymore...just somebody who can make me happy when I'm sad or mad...and that doesn't seem like much, but whoever can do that I will love forever because nobody can do that except for my deceased kitty. Okay, nobody except animals...X3 Like kitties~! X3

And Heechul...is...really really deep...O.o; He doesn't seem very happy at all in the way he answers questions, like some depressed old guy...O.o; But that just gives me so much more respect for Heechul (I don't know why).

I feel like making up an interview for my characters...XD That'd be fun...in a way...O.o;

And last night I read this...thing...O.o; that explained some kind of Maki Goto special...I haven't seen the actual video, but I was just looking for a picture of Maki Goto crying 'cause she has a really different crying face than her normal face...I wanted to try drawing that. And she's the only singer I know of (well, I've found more) that I've actually seen cry for something really big that I could probably get some pictures of.

I didn't know she's an orphan now...I thought she still had her dad...but no, her mom was it. Her dad had already died when she was little. That's really depressing. I feel really bad for Maki. And reading the translation of that really makes me realize that Maki is a troubled girl. I think she's getting over her troubles though and moving on now 'cause she's saying she wants to be thought as a singer and not an idol. My respect for her has come back all because of her new mini album Gloria.

...y'know what...I've had so many interruptions with this post...I just don't know what I'm typing anymore...sooo...I'll go back to what I was doing...O.o;

Bleeeehhh....wooorrrkkkk....blehhhh...

I have too much stuff to do...Darn procrastination. I think I'll feel a bit better after my birthday...

YAY~! SCHOOL IS CLOSED TOMORROW~! X3

Okay, anyways...

In English we're supposed to do a journal of 20 poems or something and I forgot to bring the book home and I'm only on 7 and we were SUPPOSED to turn it in tomorrow...buuut no more school...I still don't know what to do...TT^TT

...I'm getting a major ear ache right now...though...I don't know why...O.o;

Back to what I was saying (too many interruptions)

I now have about 23 pictures to do...TT^TT 9 I have to do before March and 12 I have to do before the end of May.

I tried doing one of my pictures which was a self portrait and the people suggested using something other than a mirror for a reflection so I used my mp3 player...which didn't really work since I couldn't see my reflection very well and I don't have many other reflective things...and I refuse to use a spoon! >:-

Maybe I can find something else...or I'll just go with my original idea which is to do an interesting pose and then make it all super black with some colours to make it a bit more abstract.

I have to also do a still life and a landscape. We're doing charcoal still lifes in my art class right now, but I don't think I want to use that one...I don't know...I want to do the still life in pencil (they said one has to be in pencil) and of shiny things and candles 'cause we have lots of those things. Maybe I can put a doll in there...O.o; If I have any...'orz

And I want to do the landscape tomorrow 'cause it'll be mostly white tomorrow! XD I dunno what medium I'll use...maybe watercolours and inks...

And for the 12 piece thingy I have to concentrate on one main idea and I chose to do humans' reactions with lollipops. Like licking it, putting it to their lips, staring at it, etc. whatever I can think of. All in creative ways. Which I think I can do. I want to do lollipops 'cause I have a very strange fascination with lollipops and because they're shiny, sticky, and I just like the way they look. Also this picture (more like the video, but whatever) really inspired me to choose that:

I like pictures with lollipops~! X3

Also, that picture comes from the music video for Ga-in's Irreversible which I'm absolutely in love with and it's toooootttaalllyyy inspirational in so many ways~! <333 Ooh! Watch it:

I like how the song starts! <333

I watched a bunch of videos just now...of random artists with videos that other people have recommended 'n stuff. I watched G-Dragon's Breathe again and for some reason he looked like Takeru from SuG to me...O.o; The part where he has his hat turn on the side...well...THOSE parts.

I also have to work on my cosplay for Piko Utatane. I think my mom will help me. I'm going to buy my wig some time maybe after my birthday or something. I found some cosplay pictures of him already...I just wanna show them! XD

It bothers me that they probably bought their costume online somewhere...>3> I have no clue how to make the headphones...'orz And I don't know how to stick those sleeves to my arm...glue? :D

He's just a problem...but I'll try my best to make something. I dunno if I want to keep the P on his head...hrmmm...>3>

Oh! I just thought of something I can do right now! *.* Script for cosplay contest skit~! :D

I'm going to push myself to do as many pictures as I can over the weekend.

I also want to do some challenges from on here...buuut...I don't think I'll have time. And I'm in the middle of colouring ONE, which I can't get done for some reason. Also it's for that astrological sign thingy...which now I'm not an Aquarius so I don't know what to do. Y'know what, I'm just going to continue going by Capricorn. Now, if I were the new thingy in the zodiac, then I'd go by that, but I don't like Capricorn...>3>

Yes, I don't like water and blue and I like horns...buuut...that doesn't mean I want to agree with the change. Hmph! >3>

Oh! And I have to do some manga to. I'll write that script or just lay it out right now, too~! >:D

Let's get some work done!