LOLI-POP
- Created By Wakusei Aoshi
Crap...'orz
I came up with a manga idea for my OCs Klan, Abyss, and Poe...buuut...I didn't wan this to happen...
Ah, well, I'll tell you guys (it's actually a very good idea, but I dunno if I'd be able to keep the idea for so long..."orz). My idea is this:
All of the characters are, in a way, against each other, even if they're best friends. They all have a plan to create the perfect world or have peace, but they're all very different. They're all suddenly able to achieve this by going with the extremes: battling each other.
It's all kind of complex and deals with human emotions and beliefs. Whoever wins in the end...yeahhh...it will have nothing to do with my belief...I think it'd probably be something to do with human nature...
I think it's a pretty good idea. Maybe I could come up with more about it...maybe create a world for it or something...Maybe if I put more thought into it I can keep it long enough.
I still have 360 in my head...and I can't seem to get Kiyoshi and Mariko and all of them to stay out of my thoughts. So they've no disappeared yet! THEY MAY RETURN IN THE FUTURE! O.O
And that smiley face manga...uhhh...I dunno what to do with that. I tried writing it...but I can't write like that...I can't write happy and cute manga...I need different characters or a different story or something...>.>
Anyways, I got an idea for that manga idea above the Smiley Face one. It's name will be JUSTICE. Or maybe J.U.S.T.I.C.E as an acronym for something...
I need to make more characters for it...I'm putting Vincent in it, but this time he's a villain.
Oh! I also am taking things from my own life and putting them in here. Like the villains are my friends (or my brother's friends) because they REALLY look down on people. They're nice and good people, but I think the whole looking down on people thing makes them villains...or good people to choose to be villains. And these villains have reasonable ideas! XD I call them villains...but they're more of the initiative people...they know what they're doing, but they're not exactly nice about it, but they do get the job done.
My friends are friends with some other guy in one of my classes...I'm kinda friends with him. He acts like he's the superior to everyone and is very judgmental and isn't that nice (but he can be very nice)...but even the people who are friends with him don't really like him that much. I kinda feel bad...that and his brother died...and they still think that way about him...I dunno...he seems like one of those people trying his best to be with a certain group, but they still look down on him. So I'm creating a character like him...it might be Vincent...I dunno who it'll be...
...*stares*...
My mom is watching 500 Days of Summer...and it has that one guy in it who made me love shounen-ai...he's the reason why I like that stuff...'cause he was in this one episode of That '70's Show where he played this rich kid and he became new best friends with Eric and they spent lots of time together, but then suddenly he tried to kiss Eric and then it got all awkward...I just LOVE that to death! Anybody who doesn't agree with gay marriage or whatever should either watch that episode or read some shounen-ai...or shoujo-ai.
Oh! I watched Zombie Land...didn't think it was that good. But Woody Harrelson was great, as always. I'm soooo glad he's gonna be in Bunraku~! <333 DECEMBERRRR!!! Bunraku comes out in DECEMBER!! I hope we'll be seeing some trailers soon...TT^TT I want to hear if it's good...'tis killing meh....
Haven't done anything on that one shounen-ai manga...but I'll try to get myself to do it...I need my friend's help on the kissing scene...she likes that kind of stuff and is also trying to draw it...she also has lots of pictures she uses as references (Nah, she just copies it...XD).
Ohoho, watch what ye say!
I saw some article on Lady Gaga's shoes and how it was for some other person to try them on. I was just curious of what the buzz was about her shoes...Then I saw them and I was like 'This is a rip off! I see those kinds of shoes all the time in Japanese fashion!'...*cough*...turns out the designer was a japanese designer...
Kinda makes me think if she actually does like Japanese fashion and she's heavily influenced by it.
What stings me is the fact that people call it 'Lady Gaga's' why does she get the credit just for wearing them. We should call it by the name of the brand or whoever made them. Her look or whatever is probably not even designed by her, she probably just wears it. I hate it when people say that something looks like Lady Gaga...
I read some comments on youtube of this Lycaon video (I was actually wondering if anybody else could see his underwear in this one video...or if it was supposed to be there...I swear his pants were falling down...XD) and they kept saying 'Is this some cheap excuse for Lady Gaga?' 'Get a life you posers' and stuff like that. Yeah, like they stole LADY GAGA'S fashion. More like she's just wearing Japanese fashion. They don't even look like Lady Gaga...they look like Exist Trace in a way...nah, they look like Lycaon. Lycaon looks pretty different from most visual kei bands only because the members look different from other visual kei bands (it's not actually their clothes, though maybe their hair...).
Or I show my parents or friends at school and they call it Lady Gaga stuff or something...IT'S NOT! It was inspired by Kiss (and several other American hard rock artists) and then it formed into what it is today...I'm still waiting for that person to say that 'They look like Kiss' but NOBODY says that. I noticed that when I first saw it (actually, it was one of those 'It's on the tip of my tongue' things 'cause I didn't actually know who Kiss was...but I knew what they looked like).
By the way, this is Lycaon:
...just 'cause he has blonde hair doesn't make him Lady Gaga...>.>
I don't think Lady Gaga bothers me that much anymore...now it's the PEOPLE who bother me. STOP FREAKING GENERALIZING EVERYTHING! Visual kei is either Lady Gaga, Scene, Goth, or Emo to them...it's neither. It is it's own kind of thing.
Oh! Oh! My headphone thingy broke because the rubber part on top it fell off and I just found it so now it's fixed~! But my ears are still recovering from using the broken headphone so they're still sore and have cuts...but my headphones are now so relaxing~! I keep forgetting and then putting them in my ears and feeling relaxed.
I have to read the Crucible and the Cliff Notes for the Crucible for this Academic team tournament. I'm taking Language Arts and the focus on that is the Crucible...which...is pretteh boring. But since I had been carrying it around I had a few teachers ask about it.
I don't like American literature...at all...for some reason. I just have never been fascinated by American history. I like some stuff in the 1900's...but more of the pop-culture aspect of the things that went on during those times rather than what happened as history. I do like World War II, but that wasn't just America.
Now World War III, that was the shizz, dude. Mannn...you don't remember it? You missed a lot! XD I dunno what I'm talking about! XD World War III...will...happen with Akira...*.* That'd be awesome if the future ended up that way, wouldn't it? But...I mean, awesome that somebody could accidentally predict it, not cool because all that stuff would actually happen...O.o;
I have my notebook with the layout for some manga I've (written...but only in a light novel kind of format) and my sketchbook and I've been reading what I had written down in my notebook. There are a few things I'd like to change, but some things I'm just amazed that I came up with. I'm proud of myself, it's really good. It's not written well....but as a manga it'd be pretty good. So I made sure to keep my sketchbook with me...but I've had it for weeks and haven't drawn a page of it..."orz I really need to draw that manga! TT^TT I wanna share it!
I'm stuck on two major things:
Character Designs and Kissing Scenes.
I can't imagine my characters in my head except for one and I don't know how to draw kissing scenes...>.> And that's a major part of the story.
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My friend and I were talking about Chinese music (actually just music we liked) and she recommended me to watch this video:
MV is too adorable~! <333 Now I wanna write a shoujo manga...>3> Blehh...I need to get to the one I've already written.
It's a shounen-ai, and I've tlaked about it several times and am tired of talking about it. Just wait for me to draw it all....
It's not very long, it's a one shot...and the writing I did was only about 3 pages...sooo...it's probably liiike...30 pages maybe drawn, which isn't that much either (may even be less). I would start on it, but one of the first scenes is a kissing scene..."orz And I need to figure out how to draw people with their instruments (I'll just do references...>.>).
I also have no clue what to call it...hrmmm...
I need to draw more girls. I know it seems like I've been drawing a lot of girls, but only in my computer drawings. I have many sketches of my male characters...so it's becoming harder to draw girls...I either make them look too masculine or chubby/young faced...that's okay with my OC Poe, that's the kind of face she's supposed to have...but I want a slender faced woman who doesn't look like a man...'orz
I've typed a lot, haven't I? I actually wanted to type a lot of stuff really fast (but I've gotten a lot interruptions)...so I'm just trying to ramble about something so I can make a wave of typing (my parents describe my typing like ocean waves or a roaring sound or something...XD).
So basically what I'll try to get myself to do this weekend is the following:
Read the Crucible
Do my homework
Study the Crucible
Memorize the Crucible
Study some random topic
Study Japanese
Find some new Chinese Characters
Organize my stuffs
Finish that picture for Erzengel Weiss
Draw some pages of my manga so I can at least post it on here
Come up with a name for my manga
Sounds like a lot, but it's just a bunch of long stuff I shortened for the little goals I need. And a few of those things I don't have to do, but I'd like to do. I need to also do some things for my application thingy for this foreign exchange program, but I can only do that during school...one is having my English teacher look over my essays for the application, the other is taking and uploading pictures to the application (for ze host families).
I'm actually feeling rather good. I have this past week. I focused more and understood more things and by the end of the day I could remember what I did and I didn't feel so tired. I think it's because I only had 3 school days this week because of a long weekend. Maybe they should do this more...
I'm not good at doing the same thing everyday, it makes life feel so short and I sometimes panic because then I think about the hours and what I did and all that jazz. I think school should be mixed up more. At my school, or where I live now (dunno if it's really about where I live or if it's the arrangement of school) time has moved very fast, but all the years feel the same and I've been here for 4 years. I was 11-12 when I moved here and now I'm 15-16...I feel the same as when I arrived except I know more people (of course, I have a different outlook on life, but that just has to do with how I grow up, not the things around me...though maybe with my beliefs it has). At my old school I had a block system where I would only have certain classes on specific days and then on Wednesday I'd have all of them. But at this school I have all my classes everyday. I think that has made me very uncomfortable...or something...
The block school system sounds kinda dumb, I think psychologically for some people (like me) it would be best. There was some speaker who came to my biology class and talked about things like how we use our right and left sides of our brains with different things (I mostly use my right...it's kinda depressing..."orz), but she also pointed out something I've been thinking about for a while. That you personality affects what kind of job you'd be happiest with. People who are always organized and like doing the same things everyday would be good factory workers because they do the same thing everyday. But people who like to do spontaneous and do different things everyday would be terrible in that kind of environment. And the things she's told us about...I really thought about.
That's why I think the choices of jobs I make for myself fit me the best. I'd like to be a mangaka. It's creative and mostly requires the right side of the brain. And even thought it is kinda repetitive, you can probably change it up, and since I'm writing my own story and thinking of different things, it would change up.
I don't mind drawing every single day one thing (that's what I've been doing actually, just draw all my male characters or only drawing Poe). Drawing everyday and thinking about what to draw...that's completely fine with me. As long as I'm doing something productive I feel better.
Haha...I keep going...XD I think I'll stop now, though...
Bye-bye~! ^ ^
I created a new DA account
Here's the link to it:
http://lolipopcandii.deviantart.com/
So my name is now LolipopCandii. I'll post some more art eventually. This time I'm going to be more involved in the community! I was tired of having to wait because I told myself I wouldn't make a new account until I was 17 (by then I hope my art is good enough)...buuut...I don't want to wait any longer. I think DA could help me improve.
I finished my two other essays...I just need to fix them...very badly...One is two times longer than it's allowed, the other one...is just messed up...it makes no sense. So I'll correct it this week.
I also need to take pictures of myself with friends and family...and print out some stuff...Then I'll be done! :D
But I don't think I'll get it...like be a foreign exchange student. I don't think what I want is good enough. They want people who want to be involved with Foreign Affairs and have a passion for that...I kinda don't, but I know that I'm not going to totally go for that. I'd like to be involved in it in some way....I dunno...
That and I'm a terrible writer...>.>
I have another really high in the sky dream now...which is paired with my other high in the sky dream, 'cept this one's really up there.
I wish for WORLD DOMINATION!! No, no, I'm just kidding. I just want to first go to Japan, get somehow involved in the visual kei scene and then from there try to make the whole world follow the visual kei path and so then future will be so much different and there will be much more pretty boys out there...
MUAHAHAAHAHAHAAAHAAAHHH!! I feel like a villain in a manga...Hey! Guys! Don't be afraid to use me as inspiration for making a villain or...making a villain based off of me! XD
Nah, that would be fun, wouldn't it?
Oh! I watched some video by this girl on youtube and she's a huge fan of Morning Musume (more than me...I think I'm more of a fan of Berryz Koubou...but not THAT much...) and it was her talking about how she went to Anime Expo '09 and got to have a 10 minute interview or something with Berryz Koubou. Now that makes me want to do one of those with some band...
She said that you had to get some meet the guest pass or something and apparently it's almost impossible to get. BUT I actually got one from MTAC to meet Spike Spencer (I mean, it was just for the guests, but I had my eye on Spike Spencer) but I didn't get to use it..."orz I think I threw it away because I didn't know what it was! XD But I do remember what it looked like and where it was...
But I'm guessing with Anime Expo, how big it is, it really was hard to get. The meet the guests pass at MTAC was on some table in some hallway next to where you first get your pass to get in. I remember being there for a while to take pictures and wait for my friend's mom.
Well, ever since I watched that video I've been day dreaming about meeting SuG like that. It basically goes like this almost every time.
Me: Hi!
SuG: Hi!
Me: I really love you guys, you make me smile the most out of every visual kei band. I love what you guys go for.
Takeru: Thank you very much!
...then somehow they notice my hands. Then they start saying how cute there are...it's not that I'm in love with my hands to think that way, it's just that's most people's reactions when I first meet them...'orz It's either 'Wow! You have really long fingernails!' or 'Wow! You have really cute hands!' depends on how long my fingernails are at the time I guess...XD
But I'm proud of my hands being pretteh. I dunno how they got like that...my friend has crusty hands and he says it's 'cause he's always on the computer. What do you think I do all the time? I think he does other things...I don't do much...
Or maybe it's that I'm very gentle. I hold things gently...every time I walk by somebody they take my pencil out of my hand and then laugh at me for not holding onto it. It's not like a grip things...'orz
Oh! I had a really strange dream about my friend with crusty hands. It was so strange, 'cause usually I'm not in a dream...my friends are or people I know are, but I rarely am. Well, this time we were at Hogwarts ('cause he looks like Harry Potter! XD Nah, I think it's 'cause I saw some cosplay of Draco and Harry kissing on DA and I kept seeing it...O.o;) Anyways I can't remember what was going on but he introduced me to his best friend or something (this person I've never seen my life but he was way more detailed than anybody I've ever seen) and then we went to do something and then I SAW THEM MAJORLY MAKING OUT! O.O HOLY CRAP! I've never had such a dirty dream before especially about my friend...O.o; And a few other people noticed him and then he started getting bullied a bunch and stuff...
Maybe that also is because of those teens being bullied to death or something...I dunno...but it was a really strange dream...'orz I supported them (still do, mon)...buuut...that went a bit too far...they were taking their pants off and everything...TT^TT
I want to tell my friend and then I don't...I think it'd be awkward to say...and pointless, too...but I dunno if I could look at him the same way...
How weird! TT^TT
I think I have a new style when it comes to drawing stuff now...
'cause I keep skipping the lineart and doing it all on one layer or so...O.o; Maybe it's gonna lead to good things or something.
Ahhh...I can't stop listening to SuG's Five Starz...<333
I love it...X3
I also can't stop listening to this song (doesn't sound anything like Five Starz, in case you're wondering):
The singer guy kinda looks like Keiyuu...KINDA...but yeahhh, I'm not unfamiliar with DuelJewel, but I just now came across this song. I love how he looks in this video much better than in the other DuelJewel songs. I think I like this song the most out of all of DuelJewel's songs. I like anything that sounds kinda like angura kei...I dunno why...'orz
This is also a very good song that is very catchy:
Uhh...I forgot what I was talking about.
I'm almost done with ErzengelWeiss's prize from my challenge...I just need to figure out how to do the lineart for it...I might just call what it is now lineart since it could work as one (I'd use it as lineart) it's just very messy.
Bye bye~! ^ ^
LAREINNEEEE!!!
I dunno...something about 'Lareine' just makes me want to scream LAREEEINNEEE!! So I approve of the name! (XD)
I'm VERY late on them...>.> But it took me a while to get used to this kind of stuff. Plus 3 years ago I was only 12...and I wasn't allowed on youtube or DA...sooo...only mainstream jpop for me...>.>
Well, now I like them, a lot! Nah, actually it's just the beautiful Kamijo (at least I still have Versailles! But it's not as fun...>3>). But I'm okay with them being broken up...I do wish they could've been together long enough to be in a newer high quality PV because all their PVs except Fuyu Tokyo are TERRIBLE! TT^TT But it was the '90's...what can you do?
He kinda looks like Masato, too...O.O
In pictures they don't, but in videos they do...It's kinda creepy...O.o;
But I prefer Masato~! <333
I have 3 essays to write and I've written one out of the 3. This one was only 500 words long and the next two I have to write have to be 250 words long. THOSE AREN'T LONG AT ALL! That's not even a page...>.> But I'm glad the other two are 250 (all though, I've already gotten to the limit on one..."orz) because I don't have THAT much to say. But essays have to be 5 paragraphs, usually, don't they? Gahhh...I can't possibly make that 250 words...
I keep using the same words, too, and I can't find any better ways to describe what I'm saying without using those words (yes, I used a thesaurus, I didn't really get any help...).
And I'm trying to comment, but I don't have much to say...
I think the part of me having to talk about myself killed me. I HATE talking about myself. I do talk about myself all the time...but casually, not like I'm trying to sell something or whatever. It's hard to describe that kind of stuff...
Why can't we write casually instead of writing really well? I like casual writing over this proper writing. When I read books and they're kind of casually written, I REALLY love them...
....
I want a photobook...of a visual kei band....
But they don't make those do they? For visual kei bands...
They should. They're all so gorgeous you just want to stare at them.
Well, yes, they do have those really small photobook with liiike 3 group pictures of them and one picture for each member, but that gets old really fast...
Maybe I should've bought a Quaff photobook...>.>
...I want to see a band I've heard of before hand...>.>
Lycaon...come to America...~! :D
...Hrmmm...I wonder if there's a way to contact visual kei bands...besides fan clubs...maybe myspace...hrmm...
Y'know what...if popular bands came to the southern area of America I think that part of America will star becoming more diverse because they know there are big groups coming to that spot in America. Um...diverse by...I dunno...
But it'd help America is they did! SO BIG NAMES COME TO THE SOUTH! It'd make the news and yadda yadda yadda. Better tourism for these parts...Yeah, I guess the west or whatever should get that...but still...>3>
I wanna go back to Hampton! There's an anime convention there...I could make up the excuse of us having to say hi to grandpa and what-not...
It'd probably take too long to do that stuff...rrrmmmm...
I feel like I'm stuck in a box...I can't go to certain places because they're too far away. I say even if I hate to drive I will take long road trips to certain places just to see bands!
But peoples...we're safe...most visual kei bands don't go to the really big cons...not that these visual kei bands are popular...XD Only Moi dix Mois went...
I'm totally okay with not seeing Moi dix Mois...they scare me...but MORNING MUSUME WENT!! TT^TT Ugghh...that still burns in my mind.
Umm...sorry, bye bye~! XD
Yaahhh 'nother meme...'orz
Any time somebody who I'm subbed to does a meme I do it, too...and Felcie's been doing a lot! XD
So stolen from Felcie again:
"What kind of Anime Fan are you?"
By EcnelisTerger
'You can be saved!'
[ ] You don't have anime action figure. (Do Barbie doll version count?)
[x] You still hesitated when it comes to anime and food.
[ ] You watch less than 3 anime in a month. (Actually I do, but then I have months where I do nothing but watch anime so I think that cancels out...I don't have enough time to watch that much anime every month)
[ ] You still can live without watching your favourite anime. (Nuuu! I must watch Jigoku Shoujo! TT^TT)
[ ] You're not really into anime OST.
[x] You don't have any posters of your favourite characters. (I don't have any posters...O.o;)
[ ] You don't read manga more than you read other books.
[ ] You're not into Fanfiction. (I love fanfiction, I just rarely read it...O.o;)
[ ] You don't dream of becoming a part of anime/manga creation.
[x] You can name some characters in an anime.
TOTAL: 3
'You're almost lost.'
[ ] You have more than 5 anime action figure. (Only 3...Sailor Mini Moon, Sailor Mars, and Sailor Moon)
[ ] You bought the anime and the food.
[ ] You watch more than 3 anime in a month.
[x] You can't breath when you can't watch your favourite anime. (I watch little short videos of Jigoku Shoujo every now and then....hehe...'orz)
[x] You liked anime OST and other songs. (Not totally into OSTs...since most of the openings and the like are really crappy when they're done by seiyuus...I mean, no offense...>.>)
[ ] You have a few small poster of anime in your room. (NO POSTERS, mon...)
[ ] You read both manga and normal books more. (I don't read that many normal books...XD)
[x] You're slightly interested in Fanfiction. (Yeah, let's go with slightly...)
[x] You dream of becoming a part of anime/manga creation but you still have other dreams. (Yeah, but it's mainly having to do with anime/manga)
[x] You can name all the characters in an anime. (Yup, almost all the way, but I have bad memory when it comes to lots of stuff....>.>)
TOTAL: 5
'You're an Otaku...8D'
[ ] You have tons of action fugure collection.
[x] You don't even care if you're starving, you bought those animes. (Pfft, yeah, that's how I work with money! XD)
[x] Your spent most of your time watching anime and you don't even know how much anime have you watch. (At some times...but during school I rarely do, and I rarely play video games because I know I'll get caught up doing nothing but watching anime or playing video games...)
[ ] You're dying and almost hospitalized when you can't watch your favourite anime. (Nah, I'm fine! XD)
[ ] You're an OST lover, nothing can replaced it. (Real music...pfft...But, neh, I really like the OST for Jigoku Shoujo..~<333)
[ ] You have Huge posters of anime in your room, there's even some posters left under the bed, you're still searching for empty spaces to hang them. (RAWR!! NO POSTERS!!! TT^TT)
[x] You don't even have normal books. (No, this isn't true...but I only have liike...3 'normal' books and liiike 58 manga or more...XD)
[ ] You read Fanfiction and tends to send comments about how's the story should be written. (Nah, I'm not that active in that kind of form 'o otaku-ness...)
[x] You do dream of becoming a part of anime/manga creation, and you already started your first step. (Not first! Nah, yes, I'm still on the first step...I need to start writing some of my manga! TT^TT)
[x] You can name every characters in an anime, even the places and time chronology. (Yes! But none of these 'arc' things, I've never understood them. I bet if I had my own manga with those kinds of things and I heard my fans talk about such and such 'arc' I'd have no clue what they're talking about...XD)
TOTAL: 5
Sooo...I'm 2 things? Yeahhh....I'm not really that much into the fan girling thing or whatever. I don't need material things to prove me love! >3> That and I think I'm more interested in art and cultures than anime and manga...O.o;
