Loli-pop

LOLI-POP

Created By Wakusei Aoshi

Lyircs! :D

Still not working...XD

But I can't stop listening to this song:

PV...is a bit boring...O.o I think it should've been in at a train station kind of thing and it's like a clean up or something and they have caution strips everywhere and there's stuff like that and you see what happened before with some random actors...But just my idea...XD

I hear the train in it...Though I wonder if they meant to do that...

Anyways, I wrote some lyrics inspired by it:

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Encouragement is what the people want
Smiles are I can give them
To keep going on
Keep on running, until they reach the inevitable cliff
A sudden sprint and then a groundless fall

Her kindness touched me and I returned it
But I had been filled with regrets
The tower was beginning to fall and crack and break
Her childish words only irritated me
I would like to keep that tower standing, but how much can I take?

I wish to close these thoughts
I try to put them in a box, and leave them behind
I wish to close these thoughts
So you wouldn’t have to feel pain
I wish to close these thoughts
And just keep smiling
I don’t want our tower in the sky to break

Her happiness left me with pain
You lie to yourself and me
With those childish words and acts
As much as I smile, I wish for your ladder to fall
I wish for despicable things like that

It’s that like this that lead to inevitable pain
We can run together and when we reach the end
I’ll push you off with all intention
The inside me will snap
Our tower will fall

I don’t want to hurt you
But I can’t help these despicable thoughts
I wish to not say goodbye to our happiness
And it will stop
It will be closed

Ummm...soooo....it's a bit demented...XD It wasn't supposed to be like that (I don't really hate my friend and I don't want to push her off a cliff, it's just a metaphor about how I'd like to tell her that she's not very talented at something, but that'll probably crush her). It's just my frustration and pain of my friend's personality and how she acts. It's not that she's a kid or anything it's just that the way she acts reminds me of the regrets of my acting when I was a child and it irritates me when she acts like that. And I try to act interested and stuff, but really I'm kinda sad that she thinks that way...>.>

For example, this one time she was listening to music and then she told me 'I've been playing the drums recently and now I keep accidentally tapping like I'm playing the drums when I listen to music' and so she started listening to music and INTENTIONALLY tapping and trying to tell herself that's a habit. I did the same thing...like you're trying to act like you have an interesting habit, but you don't have it.

It pains me to see that...as in...*face palm*...Stop lying to yourself, mon, that's not really a habit. And she only did it that one day...soooo....O.o That's kinda odd...

And she keeps doing stuff like that. And she's a TERRIBLE writer...TT^TT It's so sad...TT^TT

She wrote this story about a girl who goes to a school for the supernatural...sounds pretty cliche...and everything happens really fast so you don't know what's going on and I even told her that and she told me 'that's how it's supposed to be, it's a mystery'...Nooo...that's not what I meant...TT^TT And then when she describes her characters she goes something like this:

And that was Zack, he's a werewolf, he wears lots of hoodies and wears converses, and then there's Sandy, the ghost and she wears lots of mini skirts, but she doesn't wear converses.

Like that...TT^TT Ugg...it's...terrible...TT^TT I felt bad telling her it was bad and totally unoriginal and blah blah blah, so I didn't...and I feel like I did something wrong by encouraging her to write more because now she wants to become a writer!! TT^TT

First she wanted to be a translator, but then she gave up on that, then she wanted to be a rock star (not sure how that's going), now she wants to be a writer, she also told me she wants to be an artist. That could actually happen. She is a VERY talented artist! She wows me every time. She's really good at copying things, but when she's not copying things and just doing artsy things she's WAAAAY better than I am and all her stuff always turns out WAAAY better than mine...I don't think anybody else notices it except for me, though...XD In a way I feel jealous of her for that, which is why I keep getting more and more determined to improve.

This is that friend that drew that picture of Kairi that coloured:

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And she just started drawing manga at the end of last year! O.O

What did she draw before?...Nothing...she just copied everything...XD

I have a ton of friends who just copy drawings and say it's theirs. That really makes me mad, especially when I try to tell them that's plagiarism and they say 'I mean, I used that picture as reference, but I DID draw it. And it doesn't look exactly like that picture, I changed it a bit.'...Yes...but that's still copying it...>.>

I have a friend who copies drawings and her normal drawings are OKAY...and she acts like she's the best artist in the world...>.> She says that she wants to be a massage therapist, but she COULD be a professional artist, but she thinks of it more as a hobby...She actually told me that...O.o

My friends annoy me a lot sometimes because of things like that...

And what's this obsession with teens and gothic stuff!? I don't understand...

I mean, I like visual kei and gothic lolita...and all that kind of stuff and some gothic things like that...BUUUT...I like it because it's more artsy and detailed and interesting compared to plainer fashions and I like to draw that stuff. Plus the men look really pretty...>:D

But there are several girls at my school who wear mostly black gothic looking clothes with something violent or implying violence or death on them with lots of make-up, dyed black hair, long black hair, and some of them have a ton of piercings and they always try to act really cool and dark...O.o

I wear a lot of black...and my skin is very pale...and for some reason people think of me as the good little girl and not a goth girl...O.o I'm kinda surprised. Well, maybe it's because all the clothes I wear are...what's the word? Formal? I just don't like jeans and since I like stuff like visual kei...well, if you take out all of the really crazy stuff and all the accessories...well, it looks pretty formal...XD

I just wonder...what will they be like when they grow up? And adults in their 30's and older always complain about this and show teens to be gothic and rebellious...But...what about what THEY were like in school? And now they're grown up and might act the same or different...

Strange how humans change...

Uhhh...I should get back to work...'orz

I Spy AAA~! X3

In these two PVs:

Actually, I only see Nissy in the Ami Suzuki video (MAYBE Mitsuhiro Hidaka, but I don't think they got close enough to the camera to see him or something...O.o) and Urata Naoya and Tandem.

It's confirmed that these guys were in there, I just wanted to see! And this is where I think they are:

Nissy in red and Urata Naoya in blue.

Well, I can tell that's Nissy because...he's...the skinniest (has the tiniest arms) and when he gets close to the camera he's the only one who doesn't look like he fits with all the manly guys plus, his lips. I've only seen those lips on Nissy and Nissy alone, so it's gotta be Nissy! XD

And for Urata Naoya being there...His dancing style is just like Urata Naoya's and he kind looks like Urata...but maybe it's just the hat and jacket...But I really think it's Urata Naoya...

Ummm...I should get back to work...O.o

OH! O.O

Quick post to say that I figured out how to pronounce Epona! O.O

It's like Ep-ona, not Eee-pona....O.o Anybody else know that, though? All I heard were people calling her Eee-pona...so I called her Eee-pona...O.o

Haha, now I can finally pronounce her name right! >:D

How do I know this:

I want to run downstairs and tell me brother, but I doubt he'd care...'orz...

Favourite VG music~!!

Sorry for posting again...'orz...sorry for posting so much and spamming your inboxes with my meaningless rambles...TT^TT

Anyways, I was listening to Castlevania music, completely forgetting that I had a very very favourite song from that game series! Voila~!

One of my VERY favourite songs in all of video game history...next toooo:

I also LOVE this song. I think this is the song that made me want to play Fire Emblem in the first place...

No...wait...how did I get into Fire Emblem...? I think my parents, at random, bought Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones for Christmas...and I LOVED IT TO DEATH...

But I had also played Fire Emblem: Blazing Sword...but I don't remember when...O.o

Here's another favourite from Fire Emblem:

YAH! :D

And then while I'm at it, SOME LEGEND OF ZELDA MUSIC! The ones I loved the most! X3

I think we all loved this song...XD It's...so...catchy...TT^TT

*dies*...I love this song...so much...TT^TT Makes me want to dance...or draw something based off of my feeling of this song...X3 I want to learn to play the violin (get a violin first) so I can play this song...O.O

FAIRY FOUNTAIN~~!! O.O I wanted the Ocarina of Time version...comparing this to the other versions...this one almost makes me cry...It's so much more simpler than the others, and that touches me...*tear*

Who could forget the windmill theme!? I used to stay in the windmill for hours just listening to that song...XD SSBB version because it's long and sounds cool...>:D

Koutake and Koume's theme! :D I like this version better because it's longer and sounds REALLY cool...O.O

Let's see if all the videos go through...:D

You could say this is just an experiment...or me overdoing it...again...'orz

Originally I just wanted to show you the top two...buuut...I got carried away! XD

I loved the music for Ocarina of Time the most! X3

Goemon also has great music....ehhhh...lemme just show you! XD

PROBABLY have already posted this...O.o Well, it's a really good song from the game...

Now...I should stop now before I get even more carried away...TT^TT

EDIT: Ahhh...sorry...I couldn't help but put some Kirby Crystal Shards music. THAT HAD SOME FREAKING EPIC MUSIC, MON...for such a cutesy game...check it out:

'tis even quite a bloody boss, mon. Take it seriously people, just because you have a cute pink fluff ball doesn't mean it's not an incredibly awesome game! >:0

TECHNOOO!!!! O.O WAHHH!! Dr.Stewart has THE best theme! O.O

NOW I think that's enough...I can't think of anything more...O.o...Hrmmm...I'm sure there's more, I just can't remember...

:D Moar WIPs

The one in the top left corner you can't see very well can, ye?

Well, they're all WIPs for challenges...

The one you can't see very well in the top left corner I did just now...but then I stopped when I got bored of designing...>.> And I was tired of looking up stuff because this clothing style is very new to me...like the...kinda of Arabic fantasy style...O.o

The one with the guy sticking his tongue out, that will be my beloved Nao...just need to draw the rest of him...>.> I'm gonna have him cutting up a teddy bear or something...becaauuusee this is for that insane OC challenge...Nao isn't very insane, but he can be...>:D And I like his design. This is why I love Nao, I just love his design! X3 He's got a ton of piercings and really crazy hair style and a bunch of other crazinesses and he's visual kei on top of that. But he likes Oshare Kei! O.O Which is interesting...He's like...a fashion...character....Umm...wow, I dont' know how to explain him...'orz

And the one of the girl and the man is for the black and white challenge. The man is black and the girl is white...But the colouring has everything to do with this one and it'll probably bring it to life even more. And you can kinda tell where I got the influence for their designs...XD

I was listening to a lot of Malice Mizer when doing the guy's design and a lot of Megurine Luka when I was doing the girl's design...XD

And just so ya know, they're not dancing, they're tied together...just haven't drawn the string yet, since I haven't even done the lineart yet...>.>

I might finish that one tonight.

And once I finish all four then I'll be done~! Done will all the challenges I waned to do before school starts.

And LE GASP! Open house is TOMORROW! O.O I just found out today...and my parents were pissed. Why? Because nobody told us that it was tomorrow. We should've at least gotten an e-mail or it should've been in the newspaper, but it wasn't. It said it on the website, though...orz

But that means I can finally know when my classes are and if I have them with any of my friends...X3 Which I didn't care about until yesterday when my friend told me about them...XD

I hope she's there tomorrow, though...my friend...not really for me to talk to her, but she's this really caring about school kind of person. She has to know what everything school/grades related is going on. She cries when she gets 80's (I used to, but I got over it after a lot of 70's...:D...No, I actually make all A's, it's just I kept getting random 70's at random times and a lot more than I usually see) and is always telling me about updates on grades and stuff and worrying about hers and stuff...I mean she WANTS to go to everything so that she knows what she's doing...but she doesn't go to any clubs...O.o

She's one of my friends who thinks you have to sign up for all the clubs if you want to be in them...'orz Which you don't...'orz

I...I start my paragraphs with And, Well, and Anyways a lot...'orz...I'd like to stop that...buuuut....

~~Anyways~~, I've been in a designing mood today! X3 Or, for a while now, yesterday day or so, too...O.o When was it I designed the homeless millionaire? I've forgotten...Oh, well, the specifics don't matter...

The point is that I've been totally inspired by all this video game concept art I had been staring at! Lemme-lemme show you some of the ones I've stared at the most...or am most inspired by:

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These two are from the same game, but COME ON!! THE DESIGNS!! I could stare at them forever and see a TON of new things every time...So much detail...And it's so realistic. And look at their noses...O.O SO PRETTY! O.O

That joker girl's face looks almost EXACTLY like one of my friends...It's kinda creepy...O.o

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Okay, so I don't really stare at this one a lot, but HOLY CRAP! THE ARTISTS! *dis* WOOOOW...O.O That looks...so...real...TT^TT It's amazing...O.O

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I don't know why I like this picture...maybe it's the fact that you can't really see his eyes...and I just imagine how they look...And so this was the inspiration for the Nao WIP above...O.O

I wonder if any of these will work I don't think they worked last time...but I can't remember what I did last time...O.o

Lemme show you my addicted songs~! X3

This was one of the songs I listened to a lot for that white girl's design.

This is the song that I listened to the most when designing the black man's design...I even used Gackt's hairstyle...kinda...XD But...Malice Mizer....*shakes head* your videos and lives scare the crap outta me. You're songs are good, just...I would've never wanted to see you guys live...And example of the kind of visual kei bands I'd NEVER want to meet. But I'd be happy to see Gackt-sama! X3

:D Maya's so pretty...:D

Such a pretty song...such a pretty man...X3 His voice gets so pretty when he sings high pitched...O.O Like an angel's...

Ne, ne, can we post more than 4 videos? I've seen posts with more than 4 videos...Let us try, shall we?

HALCALI can makes such catchy songs, sometimes...But I only like 3 of their songs...>.>

Yup, yup...

Now I'm gonna go find some Castlevania music to listen to...Malice Mizer reminds me of Castlevania...There should be more bands like that...just...different lyrics and look to them...O.o *shivers*